1 00:00:02,890 --> 00:00:14,460 [Glasba] 2 00:00:14,919 --> 00:00:25,939 torej 3 00:00:15,990 --> 00:00:25,939 [Glasba] 4 00:00:27,278 --> 00:00:31,118 kaj delaš na ulici 5 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:51,198 zmagovalec je v prostem september 6 00:00:46,558 --> 00:00:56,078 led brez opozorilnega vzroka, da se to zgodi 7 00:00:51,198 --> 00:00:56,079 tam je vojna iger, tam je ptičja gripa 8 00:00:56,840 --> 00:01:09,198 vlak 9 00:00:58,420 --> 00:01:09,198 [Glasba] 10 00:01:15,439 --> 00:01:26,489 [Glasba] 11 00:01:31,890 --> 00:01:38,239 [Glasba] 12 00:01:34,159 --> 00:01:41,439 in obožujem jih vsak dan v tednu 13 00:01:38,239 --> 00:01:42,478 tako da je moj sin malo možev 14 00:01:41,438 --> 00:01:46,559 dolgočasno 15 00:01:42,478 --> 00:01:49,840 in moj oče oh genij je čudak 16 00:01:46,560 --> 00:01:50,478 še vedno jim pomagam, da se imajo radi oče 17 00:01:49,840 --> 00:01:55,219 mati 18 00:01:50,478 --> 00:02:05,670 sestra brat 19 00:01:55,219 --> 00:02:05,670 [Glasba] 20 00:02:07,280 --> 00:02:13,039 prav smešno si 21 00:02:10,318 --> 00:02:15,039 upočasnjeno vzemite si nekaj časa zase 22 00:02:13,039 --> 00:02:18,799 seksala bom s tvojim očetom 23 00:02:15,039 --> 00:02:21,919 super hvala, tako sem glasen 24 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:23,040 zato se v takšnih časih sprašujem, kako sem 25 00:02:21,919 --> 00:02:27,199 vzemi ga 26 00:02:23,039 --> 00:02:30,159 in vse družine živijo tako kot mi 27 00:02:27,199 --> 00:02:31,359 če se imata rada ali če se samo 28 00:02:30,159 --> 00:02:37,840 ponarediti 29 00:02:31,360 --> 00:02:37,840 in če druge hčere 30 00:02:40,310 --> 00:02:50,490 [Glasba] 31 00:02:43,199 --> 00:02:54,238 samo še en dan 32 00:02:50,490 --> 00:03:04,050 [Glasba] 33 00:02:54,239 --> 00:03:04,920 samo še en dan za vedno 34 00:03:04,050 --> 00:03:07,250 [Aplavz] 35 00:03:04,919 --> 00:03:08,799 [Glasba] 36 00:03:07,250 --> 00:03:11,759 [Aplavz] 37 00:03:08,800 --> 00:03:13,280 to je bilo super, kajne, to je bilo super 38 00:03:11,759 --> 00:03:14,719 malo bom počil pozno 39 00:03:13,280 --> 00:03:16,959 to vas bo naučilo vzeti celih 10 40 00:03:14,719 --> 00:03:20,000 minut žal kaj 41 00:03:16,959 --> 00:03:22,158 rekel sem, ali ni res lep dan 42 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:23,519 oblačno je in dežuje in res mrzlo 43 00:03:22,158 --> 00:03:25,199 za september pa 44 00:03:23,519 --> 00:03:26,879 zaradi lepega se preprosto želiš potopiti 45 00:03:25,199 --> 00:03:28,719 z obema nogama ne 46 00:03:26,878 --> 00:03:29,919 absolutno nikoli ne vem, kaj je 47 00:03:28,719 --> 00:03:32,799 govorim o 48 00:03:29,919 --> 00:03:34,238 ko je odvisno od tebe, da obdržiš svojo hišo 49 00:03:32,799 --> 00:03:37,200 skupaj 50 00:03:34,239 --> 00:03:38,239 hišo, ki ste jo zgradili z bolniki in s 51 00:03:37,199 --> 00:03:40,639 lase 52 00:03:38,239 --> 00:03:42,480 in se spopadaš s tem dežjem in 53 00:03:40,639 --> 00:03:46,719 deževno vreme 54 00:03:42,479 --> 00:03:49,679 in ti držiš latte 55 00:03:46,719 --> 00:04:01,840 lahko preprečite, da bi se skodelica prevrnila 56 00:03:49,680 --> 00:04:01,840 v obupu ohranjaš svoj pesek 57 00:04:12,840 --> 00:04:18,269 stran 58 00:04:15,120 --> 00:04:18,269 [Aplavz] 59 00:04:21,009 --> 00:04:25,680 [Glasba] 60 00:04:22,478 --> 00:04:25,680 drug dan 61 00:04:26,399 --> 00:04:31,758 boli samo ko sem tukaj 62 00:04:29,439 --> 00:04:33,759 oh, zamudil boš in si 63 00:04:31,759 --> 00:04:34,080 imam velik dan, nimaš pojma, kaj jaz 64 00:04:33,759 --> 00:04:37,040 narediti 65 00:04:34,079 --> 00:04:37,839 ves dan jazz band pred šolskim poukom 66 00:04:37,040 --> 00:04:40,639 ohrani ljubezen 67 00:04:37,839 --> 00:04:43,119 potem ga je nogomet izločil 68 00:04:40,639 --> 00:04:43,120 samo boli 69 00:04:43,149 --> 00:04:47,959 [Glasba] 70 00:04:52,189 --> 00:04:59,680 [Glasba] 71 00:05:08,879 --> 00:05:12,399 dobiti 72 00:05:10,750 --> 00:05:23,850 [Glasba] 73 00:05:12,399 --> 00:05:34,989 boli me samo ko diham 74 00:05:23,850 --> 00:05:34,990 [Aplavz] 75 00:05:37,769 --> 00:05:42,500 [Aplavz] 76 00:05:44,769 --> 00:05:48,919 [Glasba] 77 00:05:45,819 --> 00:05:48,920 [Aplavz] 78 00:05:50,839 --> 00:06:04,929 dan 79 00:05:52,769 --> 00:06:07,959 [Aplavz] 80 00:06:04,930 --> 00:06:07,959 [Glasba] 81 00:06:16,959 --> 00:06:21,839 mislim, da je hiša 82 00:06:29,839 --> 00:06:35,679 vse je v redu, samo delam 83 00:06:32,879 --> 00:06:37,120 sendviči na tleh 84 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:39,360 zdaj greš naprej, boš zamudil 85 00:06:37,120 --> 00:06:39,360 avtobus 86 00:06:46,839 --> 00:06:49,839 pojdi 87 00:06:57,209 --> 00:07:03,279 [Glasba] 88 00:06:58,959 --> 00:07:06,079 morda malo 89 00:07:03,279 --> 00:07:06,079 naj ti pomagam 90 00:07:06,800 --> 00:07:14,160 v redu, to je samo trenutek v redu 91 00:07:10,478 --> 00:07:18,639 greva zdaj k dr. fajn 92 00:07:14,160 --> 00:07:31,840 bom uh zavil sendviče 93 00:07:18,639 --> 00:07:31,840 in bomo šli 94 00:07:38,110 --> 00:07:48,209 [Glasba] 95 00:07:50,399 --> 00:07:56,399 [Glasba] 96 00:07:53,199 --> 00:07:57,930 mozart je bil nor 97 00:07:56,399 --> 00:08:08,599 ravno 98 00:07:57,930 --> 00:08:08,600 [Glasba] 99 00:08:09,038 --> 00:08:21,918 tam je trd denar 100 00:08:13,199 --> 00:08:26,000 [Glasba] 101 00:08:21,918 --> 00:08:26,000 in vse ostalo gre stran 102 00:08:27,670 --> 00:08:41,278 [Glasba] 103 00:08:39,440 --> 00:08:55,839 ne boste videti tako bledi, ker ste 104 00:08:41,278 --> 00:08:55,838 dobil svojo tujo 105 00:09:01,059 --> 00:09:14,798 [Glasba] 106 00:09:18,320 --> 00:09:22,000 še vedno imam to sobo za vadbo 107 00:09:20,159 --> 00:09:25,439 sedem minut in pol ja, vem 108 00:09:22,000 --> 00:09:29,120 uh samo rad poslušam, sem henry 109 00:09:25,440 --> 00:09:30,560 natalie ja vem da je malo grozljivo 110 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:32,240 da veš 111 00:09:30,559 --> 00:09:34,079 v šolo smo hodili skupaj štirje oz 112 00:09:32,240 --> 00:09:37,759 šest let 113 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:40,959 res sedim za vami v štirih razredih 114 00:09:37,759 --> 00:09:43,759 uh-huh tudi grozljivo 115 00:09:40,958 --> 00:09:45,518 torej uh, tukaj si veliko pred šolo 116 00:09:43,759 --> 00:09:50,879 in po 117 00:09:45,519 --> 00:09:54,320 najem sedem minut 118 00:09:50,879 --> 00:09:56,958 prelahko obupaš 119 00:09:54,320 --> 00:10:05,839 ti si nekako zmedena oseba 120 00:09:56,958 --> 00:10:05,838 bi moral spoznati mojo mamo 121 00:10:07,919 --> 00:10:11,360 rožnate s hrano, ne pa s 122 00:10:09,839 --> 00:10:13,040 beli tisti beli z okroglimi 123 00:10:11,360 --> 00:10:14,480 rumeni, ne pa trikotnik rumen 124 00:10:13,039 --> 00:10:16,159 tisti trikotnik rumeni z 125 00:10:14,480 --> 00:10:18,000 podolgovate zelene s hrano 126 00:10:16,159 --> 00:10:19,919 ne pa z rožnatimi, če je vlak 127 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:21,039 zapušča new york s 120 miljami na uro 128 00:10:19,919 --> 00:10:22,240 in drug vlak zapušča st 129 00:10:21,039 --> 00:10:23,039 peterburg hkrati gre 130 00:10:22,240 --> 00:10:25,200 nazaj 131 00:10:23,039 --> 00:10:27,360 kateri vlak bo prispel na cilj 132 00:10:25,200 --> 00:10:30,879 prvi 133 00:10:27,360 --> 00:10:34,639 kdo je nor mož oz 134 00:10:30,879 --> 00:10:35,360 žena, ki je nora, da živi vse svoje 135 00:10:34,639 --> 00:10:38,078 življenje 136 00:10:35,360 --> 00:10:39,360 verjeti, da stvari nekako niso tako 137 00:10:38,078 --> 00:10:41,679 bizarno kot oni 138 00:10:39,360 --> 00:10:41,680 so 139 00:10:42,799 --> 00:10:49,759 kdo je nor, kdor ne more 140 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:52,958 kos ali morda tisti, ki bo še 141 00:10:49,759 --> 00:10:56,720 upam, da tisti, ki obiskuje zdravnike, ali tisti 142 00:10:52,958 --> 00:10:56,719 ki samo čaka v avtu 143 00:10:58,078 --> 00:11:01,838 in jaz 144 00:11:03,769 --> 00:11:10,120 [Glasba] 145 00:11:12,958 --> 00:11:16,399 tiste okrogle modre s hrano pa ne 146 00:11:14,559 --> 00:11:17,838 s podolgovatimi belimi belo 147 00:11:16,399 --> 00:11:19,200 tiste z okroglimi rumenimi pa ne 148 00:11:17,839 --> 00:11:20,560 trapezoidne zelene 149 00:11:19,200 --> 00:11:22,560 zelene razdelite na tretjine z a 150 00:11:20,559 --> 00:11:28,159 drobno dleto zdrobite z malto 151 00:11:22,559 --> 00:11:31,278 v fin prah 152 00:11:28,159 --> 00:11:34,319 je kot čudna romanca 153 00:11:31,278 --> 00:11:42,379 intenzivno in spremenljivo 154 00:11:34,320 --> 00:11:45,539 mi plešemo 155 00:11:42,379 --> 00:11:45,538 [Glasba] 156 00:11:46,399 --> 00:12:01,519 on ve 157 00:11:57,759 --> 00:12:05,439 vedno boš sprejel moj klic 158 00:12:01,519 --> 00:12:10,879 res je tako kot mi je rekel 159 00:12:05,440 --> 00:12:12,959 brez kančka paula 160 00:12:10,879 --> 00:12:14,480 goodman diana bipolarna depresija z 161 00:12:12,958 --> 00:12:17,119 blodnjave epizode 162 00:12:14,480 --> 00:12:18,399 16-letna zgodovina prilagajanja zdravil 163 00:12:17,120 --> 00:12:20,720 po enem tednu 164 00:12:18,399 --> 00:12:22,639 imam manj tesnobe, vendar imam 165 00:12:20,720 --> 00:12:25,680 glavoboli zamegljen vid in i 166 00:12:22,639 --> 00:12:27,839 ne more, zato bomo poskusili znova 167 00:12:25,679 --> 00:12:29,278 in sčasoma bomo dobili prav ne a 168 00:12:27,839 --> 00:12:39,460 zelo eksaktna znanost 169 00:12:29,278 --> 00:12:42,360 ali je tako loft in paxil in zloraba 170 00:12:39,460 --> 00:12:45,499 [Aplavz] 171 00:12:42,360 --> 00:12:45,499 [Glasba] 172 00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:52,379 hvala doktor valium je moj najljubši 173 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:58,009 barva 174 00:12:52,379 --> 00:12:58,009 [Glasba] 175 00:12:58,480 --> 00:13:01,839 ki je znano tudi kot dejanje 176 00:13:00,559 --> 00:13:04,078 ustvarjanje 177 00:13:01,839 --> 00:13:06,160 oh, ti si eden tistih pretencioznih darovalcev 178 00:13:04,078 --> 00:13:09,199 vrste, kar je popolnoma nepošteno 179 00:13:06,159 --> 00:13:11,919 nisem pretenciozna 180 00:13:09,200 --> 00:13:12,560 ne vem definitivno ne klasična 181 00:13:11,919 --> 00:13:15,759 tako je 182 00:13:12,559 --> 00:13:17,599 moraš igrati togo in strukturirano 183 00:13:15,759 --> 00:13:21,120 opombe na strani 184 00:13:17,600 --> 00:13:23,200 saj ni prostora za improvizacijo 185 00:13:21,120 --> 00:13:24,480 in kaj je mozart sploh vedel on 186 00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:26,399 bi moral samo kaditi skledo in 187 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:29,440 zagozden jih curek vzemite malo zvezdo 188 00:13:26,399 --> 00:13:29,440 ja, naredimo to 189 00:13:30,159 --> 00:13:33,600 goodman dianina druga prilagoditev po 190 00:13:32,159 --> 00:13:35,919 tri tedne blodnje manj 191 00:13:33,600 --> 00:13:38,159 pogosto, vendar je tisk ostal slabši 192 00:13:35,919 --> 00:13:40,799 slabo mi je in imam zaprtje 193 00:13:38,159 --> 00:13:41,360 popolnoma izgubil apetit in dal šest 194 00:13:40,799 --> 00:13:48,609 funtov 195 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:50,110 kar veš, da ni pošteno 196 00:13:48,610 --> 00:13:51,680 [Aplavz] 197 00:13:50,110 --> 00:13:56,720 [Glasba] 198 00:13:51,679 --> 00:13:56,719 [Aplavz] 199 00:14:00,879 --> 00:14:03,838 oh 200 00:14:08,240 --> 00:14:12,399 goodman diana tretja prilagoditev po 201 00:14:10,240 --> 00:14:13,278 pettedenska poročila so bila še naprej blaga 202 00:14:12,399 --> 00:14:15,440 tesnoba in 203 00:14:13,278 --> 00:14:17,198 nekaj dolgotrajne depresije zdaj ne morem 204 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:20,800 občutite moje prste na rokah ali nogah 205 00:14:17,198 --> 00:14:23,679 brez razloga se močno potim 206 00:14:20,799 --> 00:14:24,399 tukaj sem zapravil nekaj tednov vadbe 207 00:14:23,679 --> 00:14:26,399 z vami 208 00:14:24,399 --> 00:14:28,078 improvizirajoči oscar peterson je bil 209 00:14:26,399 --> 00:14:30,799 klasično usposobljeni 210 00:14:28,078 --> 00:14:31,838 beethoven je bil v redu miles davis je šel 211 00:14:30,799 --> 00:14:36,319 juilliard 212 00:14:31,839 --> 00:14:38,480 mozart je pisal pesmi o prdcu 213 00:14:36,320 --> 00:14:39,680 na srečo nimam čisto nobene želje 214 00:14:38,480 --> 00:14:40,959 za seks, čeprav 215 00:14:39,679 --> 00:14:42,879 ali je to zdravilo ali 216 00:14:40,958 --> 00:14:46,159 poroka je kdo ugibati 217 00:14:42,879 --> 00:14:49,360 prepričan sem, da je zdravilo, ki sem mu zvest 218 00:14:46,159 --> 00:14:52,159 je zelo sladko, ampak moj mož je 219 00:14:49,360 --> 00:14:52,159 čaka v avtu 220 00:14:52,240 --> 00:14:59,839 kdo je nor 221 00:15:02,899 --> 00:15:06,019 [Glasba] 222 00:15:08,078 --> 00:15:27,349 bil sem tako mlad in tako neumen 223 00:15:12,240 --> 00:15:30,428 in zdaj sem 224 00:15:27,350 --> 00:15:30,428 [Aplavz] 225 00:15:30,570 --> 00:15:33,739 [Glasba] 226 00:15:38,839 --> 00:15:41,839 to je 227 00:15:46,720 --> 00:15:52,019 pravijo, da je ljubezen slepa 228 00:15:50,399 --> 00:15:53,440 ampak verjemite mi 229 00:15:52,019 --> 00:15:57,039 [Glasba] 230 00:15:53,440 --> 00:15:57,040 ljubezen je nora 231 00:15:57,278 --> 00:16:03,889 goodman diana sedem tednov 232 00:16:01,600 --> 00:16:06,320 ne počutim se kot jaz 233 00:16:03,889 --> 00:16:09,519 [Glasba] 234 00:16:06,320 --> 00:16:23,839 nič ne čutim 235 00:16:09,519 --> 00:16:23,839 bolnik stabilen 236 00:16:28,879 --> 00:16:33,360 ona zanika, prosim 237 00:16:35,039 --> 00:16:41,679 stari, res je terapevtsko 238 00:16:38,078 --> 00:16:44,239 to je medicinska marihuana za zdravljenje vaše bolezni 239 00:16:41,679 --> 00:16:44,239 popolnoma 240 00:16:45,600 --> 00:16:50,159 v ustih nimam ničesar 241 00:16:47,278 --> 00:16:53,519 v ognju, da, to je dobro 242 00:16:50,159 --> 00:16:54,399 glej, tega ne morem narediti s svojim življenjem 243 00:16:53,519 --> 00:16:57,039 jaz sem kot 244 00:16:54,399 --> 00:16:58,320 eden od katastrofe tvoje življenje 245 00:16:57,039 --> 00:17:00,958 ni katastrofa 246 00:16:58,320 --> 00:17:05,838 okolje je katastrofa sprint je 247 00:17:00,958 --> 00:17:05,838 katastrofa 248 00:17:08,818 --> 00:17:13,538 [Glasba] 249 00:17:14,798 --> 00:17:20,959 Poskušam ti povedati, kaj te ljubim 250 00:17:18,558 --> 00:17:22,160 svet je v vojni, polni smrti 251 00:17:20,959 --> 00:17:25,600 in bolezen 252 00:17:22,160 --> 00:17:30,400 plesali smo z roba uničenja 253 00:17:25,599 --> 00:17:30,399 kloni so prišli topleje smrtonosno 254 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:38,720 razbitin našega planeta je precej 255 00:17:35,038 --> 00:17:44,558 pokvarjen tako, da ga ne moremo popraviti 256 00:17:38,720 --> 00:17:44,558 ena stvar deluje, če stojiš 257 00:17:44,839 --> 00:17:50,959 tam 258 00:17:46,160 --> 00:17:54,320 popoln zate, za katerega bi lahko bil popoln 259 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:58,558 ti sem morda len 260 00:17:54,319 --> 00:18:02,079 samotar, malce nabit, to je res 261 00:17:58,558 --> 00:18:05,678 a morda sem popoln 262 00:18:02,079 --> 00:18:13,990 naredil se bom popolnega popolnega zate 263 00:18:05,679 --> 00:18:16,330 kvadriraš vse vogale 264 00:18:13,990 --> 00:18:23,150 [Aplavz] 265 00:18:16,329 --> 00:18:23,149 [Glasba] 266 00:18:24,079 --> 00:18:29,839 ne morem popraviti, kar je narobe 267 00:18:31,140 --> 00:18:37,619 [Glasba] 268 00:18:38,558 --> 00:18:54,368 sem lahko popoln za 269 00:18:42,680 --> 00:18:54,369 [Glasba] 270 00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:59,319 lepa hiša ali lahko vstopim o moj 271 00:18:57,839 --> 00:19:00,959 št 272 00:18:59,319 --> 00:19:03,678 [Glasba] 273 00:19:00,960 --> 00:19:05,679 vohunite za lastno hčerko, ko 274 00:19:03,679 --> 00:19:08,840 je dobila fanta 275 00:19:05,679 --> 00:19:10,160 kako pogrešam, ti nekako pogrešaš a 276 00:19:08,839 --> 00:19:13,119 veliko 277 00:19:10,160 --> 00:19:14,480 misliš da so vpleteni kdo ve 278 00:19:13,119 --> 00:19:18,319 mladi so 279 00:19:14,480 --> 00:19:21,440 so dolgočasni se zgodi 280 00:19:18,319 --> 00:19:22,710 tukaj se poročiva z mano 281 00:19:21,440 --> 00:19:27,119 vem kam naj kričim 282 00:19:22,710 --> 00:19:27,119 [Glasba] 283 00:19:29,210 --> 00:19:32,369 [Glasba] 284 00:19:34,240 --> 00:19:39,599 ker vem, da te ne ljubim diana 285 00:19:37,759 --> 00:19:44,079 imam tega otroka 286 00:19:39,599 --> 00:19:44,079 prekleto, to je noro 287 00:19:50,839 --> 00:19:53,839 morda 288 00:20:03,250 --> 00:20:07,930 [Glasba] 289 00:20:09,839 --> 00:20:18,399 bil je čas, ko sem letel višje 290 00:20:15,200 --> 00:20:21,840 je bil čas divje dekle 291 00:20:18,400 --> 00:20:21,840 teči prosto 292 00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:26,720 bi bil jaz 293 00:20:23,500 --> 00:20:31,038 [Glasba] 294 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:35,839 zdaj vidim, da čuti ogenj 295 00:20:31,038 --> 00:20:38,720 zdaj vem, da me potrebuje tam 296 00:20:35,839 --> 00:20:38,720 deliti 297 00:20:39,119 --> 00:20:42,239 nikjer me ni 298 00:20:42,480 --> 00:20:51,038 vse te prazne in mirne 299 00:20:46,839 --> 00:20:54,319 leta se zdi, da so se posušili 300 00:20:51,038 --> 00:20:57,599 vse moje solze 301 00:20:54,319 --> 00:21:11,038 in medtem ko ona prosto teče 302 00:20:57,599 --> 00:21:11,038 in hitro se zdijo moji divji dnevi 303 00:21:14,839 --> 00:21:20,240 ampak 304 00:21:16,400 --> 00:21:20,240 pogrešam gore 305 00:21:20,558 --> 00:21:28,879 pogrešam vrtoglave višine 306 00:21:25,279 --> 00:21:31,200 vsi manični čarobni dnevi 307 00:21:28,880 --> 00:21:31,200 in 308 00:21:31,680 --> 00:21:34,749 [Glasba] 309 00:21:38,470 --> 00:21:42,640 [Glasba] 310 00:21:42,839 --> 00:21:45,839 je 311 00:21:56,839 --> 00:22:04,389 teren i 312 00:22:00,079 --> 00:22:09,038 pogrešam gore pogrešam bolečino 313 00:22:04,390 --> 00:22:13,840 [Glasba] 314 00:22:09,038 --> 00:22:13,839 tisoči te spravljajo ob pamet 315 00:22:16,710 --> 00:22:20,509 [Glasba] 316 00:22:24,839 --> 00:22:30,319 je 317 00:22:26,480 --> 00:22:33,440 je popoln 318 00:22:30,319 --> 00:22:33,439 nič ni resnično 319 00:22:35,519 --> 00:22:41,839 nič ni res 320 00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:55,840 skozi je 321 00:22:56,240 --> 00:23:09,839 in porabim ves svoj čas 322 00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:09,840 kjer je zrak 323 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:23,839 pogrešam svojega 324 00:23:28,558 --> 00:23:46,000 pogrešam svojega 325 00:23:35,920 --> 00:23:51,840 [Aplavz] 326 00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:51,839 prepričani ste o tem trenutku 327 00:23:58,558 --> 00:24:10,819 nič, če ne ve 328 00:24:05,490 --> 00:24:16,839 [Aplavz] 329 00:24:10,819 --> 00:24:19,839 [Glasba] 330 00:24:16,839 --> 00:24:19,839 um 331 00:24:24,798 --> 00:24:32,359 dva tedna in vse deluje 332 00:24:26,558 --> 00:24:38,509 tako sem vedel, da bo delovalo 333 00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:41,629 [Glasba] 334 00:24:38,509 --> 00:24:41,629 [Aplavz] 335 00:24:47,019 --> 00:24:50,129 [Glasba] 336 00:24:52,400 --> 00:25:01,840 [Glasba] 337 00:24:58,839 --> 00:25:01,839 je 338 00:25:02,329 --> 00:25:06,999 [Glasba] 339 00:25:03,910 --> 00:25:06,999 [Aplavz] 340 00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:10,298 [Glasba] 341 00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:16,479 hodiva ven že devet tednov 342 00:25:13,679 --> 00:25:19,840 tri dni 343 00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:23,200 računaj, da si tako dekle 344 00:25:19,839 --> 00:25:25,439 in natalie in to morata biti harry in 345 00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:29,840 sandra me veseli, da sem te končno spoznal 346 00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:29,840 zakaj se nam ne pridružiš 347 00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:33,200 [Glasba] 348 00:25:40,450 --> 00:25:43,519 [Glasba] 349 00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:51,339 [Aplavz] 350 00:25:48,220 --> 00:25:51,338 [Glasba] 351 00:25:54,839 --> 00:25:57,839 hej 352 00:26:06,859 --> 00:26:12,709 [Glasba] 353 00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:21,120 to je rojstni dan nekoga, čigar rojstni dan 354 00:26:18,880 --> 00:26:21,120 je to 355 00:26:21,519 --> 00:26:24,720 moji bratje, nisem vedel, da imate 356 00:26:24,159 --> 00:26:28,080 brat 357 00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:31,278 jaz ne on 358 00:26:28,079 --> 00:26:31,278 umrl preden sem bil reven 359 00:26:33,679 --> 00:26:39,840 kaj kaj če 360 00:26:40,960 --> 00:26:48,079 ni ga tukaj, ni ga 361 00:26:44,720 --> 00:26:53,200 tukaj ljubezen jaz 362 00:26:48,079 --> 00:26:58,558 veš da veš 363 00:26:53,200 --> 00:27:01,819 čutiš, da je še resničen 364 00:26:58,558 --> 00:27:04,079 ljubezen pač ni tako 365 00:27:01,819 --> 00:27:08,558 [Glasba] 366 00:27:04,079 --> 00:27:12,278 zakaj še verjameš 367 00:27:08,558 --> 00:27:15,119 sanjaš ali ti 368 00:27:12,278 --> 00:27:18,319 žalovati moraš 369 00:27:15,119 --> 00:27:18,319 pusti ga 370 00:27:19,038 --> 00:27:26,720 vse to je bil mrtev 371 00:27:24,038 --> 00:27:30,829 leta vedo 372 00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:32,839 ljubezen moja, on ni tukaj 373 00:27:30,829 --> 00:27:35,759 [Glasba] 374 00:27:32,839 --> 00:27:39,519 jezik nehaj to je bilo 375 00:27:35,759 --> 00:27:39,519 uh čudovito vaju je spoznati 376 00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:56,558 kaj pa nova zdravila 377 00:27:49,529 --> 00:27:56,558 [Glasba] 378 00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:07,038 vem, da je to težko, veš 379 00:28:04,319 --> 00:28:08,639 kaj točno veš, vem, da si 380 00:28:07,038 --> 00:28:11,919 boli 381 00:28:08,640 --> 00:28:14,640 tudi jaz se zbudiš 382 00:28:11,919 --> 00:28:15,360 zjutraj potrebujem pomoč, da te dvignem 383 00:28:14,640 --> 00:28:18,880 glavo 384 00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:22,000 ali berete osmrtnice in čutite ljubosumje 385 00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:22,720 mrtvih je kot živeti na madežu 386 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:25,919 strani 387 00:28:22,720 --> 00:28:31,200 ne veš, kdaj boš umrl 388 00:28:25,919 --> 00:28:31,200 ali veš kako je umreti živ 389 00:28:32,579 --> 00:28:44,480 [Glasba] 390 00:28:41,359 --> 00:28:59,839 vem reči 391 00:28:44,480 --> 00:28:59,839 da te boli 392 00:29:09,519 --> 00:29:13,519 ampak da nikoli ne udari ob tla samo 393 00:29:12,398 --> 00:29:16,479 nadaljuje 394 00:29:13,519 --> 00:29:17,679 pri tebi bi morda mislili, da je moje ime moj dan 395 00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:25,900 ne veš 396 00:29:17,679 --> 00:29:31,038 ne veš kaj je 397 00:29:25,900 --> 00:29:33,919 [Glasba] 398 00:29:31,038 --> 00:29:33,919 mi lahko poveste 399 00:29:34,720 --> 00:29:38,798 česa se bojiš 400 00:29:39,599 --> 00:29:45,439 mi lahko poveste, zakaj se bojim, da sem to jaz 401 00:29:45,599 --> 00:29:48,480 se te lahko dotaknem 402 00:29:49,278 --> 00:29:57,278 tako dolgo smo že v redu 403 00:29:54,159 --> 00:30:00,720 kako bi lahko šlo kaj narobe, da sem 404 00:29:57,278 --> 00:30:02,880 ne vidim, ker držim 405 00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:02,880 na 406 00:30:04,000 --> 00:30:11,200 in ne bom pustil 407 00:30:07,839 --> 00:30:14,319 samo mislil sem, da bi moral vedeti, da sem 408 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:15,120 sem tisti, ki te pozna, jaz sem tisti 409 00:30:14,319 --> 00:30:19,839 koga briga 410 00:30:15,119 --> 00:30:19,839 jaz sem tisti, ki je bil vedno tam 411 00:30:20,558 --> 00:30:24,798 jaz sem tista, ki ti je zdaj pomagala 412 00:30:23,599 --> 00:30:28,158 misliš, da jaz 413 00:30:24,798 --> 00:30:29,200 samo naj te ne skrbi, potem samo 414 00:30:28,159 --> 00:30:32,000 ne vem 415 00:30:29,200 --> 00:30:32,000 kdo sem 416 00:30:34,558 --> 00:30:39,170 bi lahko 417 00:30:36,089 --> 00:30:39,169 [Aplavz] 418 00:30:41,640 --> 00:30:46,880 [Glasba] 419 00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:51,840 bi gledal, kako se utapljam in se spraševal 420 00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:51,840 zakaj ti 421 00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:55,048 [Glasba] 422 00:30:58,819 --> 00:31:01,858 [Glasba] 423 00:31:07,679 --> 00:31:19,840 povej mi 424 00:31:27,119 --> 00:31:30,219 [Aplavz] 425 00:31:31,519 --> 00:31:34,578 [Glasba] 426 00:31:37,440 --> 00:31:47,200 to sem jaz 427 00:31:46,019 --> 00:31:50,410 [Aplavz] 428 00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:51,679 to sem jaz 429 00:31:50,410 --> 00:32:01,840 [Aplavz] 430 00:31:51,679 --> 00:32:01,840 ker se zadržujem 431 00:32:03,859 --> 00:32:07,669 [Aplavz] 432 00:32:12,420 --> 00:32:18,150 [Glasba] 433 00:32:14,980 --> 00:32:21,308 [Aplavz] 434 00:32:18,150 --> 00:32:21,309 [Glasba] 435 00:32:26,839 --> 00:32:35,568 oh 436 00:32:29,309 --> 00:32:35,568 [Glasba] 437 00:32:36,039 --> 00:32:51,440 [Aplavz] 438 00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:51,839 ko je taka je neuporabna 439 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:56,000 ne morem 440 00:32:51,839 --> 00:32:57,918 uporabljam telefon, ne morem voziti, ja 441 00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:59,278 ne mislim, da bi šel tja 442 00:32:57,919 --> 00:33:01,840 sranje je v redu 443 00:32:59,278 --> 00:33:02,558 in očitno sem popolnoma neučinkovit 444 00:33:01,839 --> 00:33:04,879 stara šola 445 00:33:02,558 --> 00:33:06,158 umirajoč zeleni vsi preppies in jocks 446 00:33:04,880 --> 00:33:06,960 berejo staršem zdravila 447 00:33:06,159 --> 00:33:09,360 omare in 448 00:33:06,960 --> 00:33:11,038 pokanje xanaxa in smrčanje adderall 449 00:33:09,359 --> 00:33:13,359 res 450 00:33:11,038 --> 00:33:15,278 jaz sem mojster izgubljene umetnosti, ki ustvarja a 451 00:33:13,359 --> 00:33:25,839 cev iz jabolka 452 00:33:15,278 --> 00:33:25,839 ja, fantje greste 453 00:33:28,480 --> 00:33:39,839 on je junak 454 00:33:48,039 --> 00:33:53,839 [Glasba] 455 00:33:49,119 --> 00:33:53,839 želim si 456 00:33:54,619 --> 00:34:00,079 [Glasba] 457 00:33:56,720 --> 00:34:04,269 želim si, da bi lahko letel 458 00:34:00,079 --> 00:34:14,248 odletel bi daleč stran 459 00:34:04,269 --> 00:34:14,248 [Glasba] 460 00:34:15,358 --> 00:34:23,358 njega ni tukaj jaz sem 461 00:34:20,260 --> 00:34:23,359 [Glasba] 462 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:35,839 veš da te ljubim 463 00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:35,838 ljubim te kolikor morem 464 00:34:35,880 --> 00:34:41,919 [Glasba] 465 00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:44,480 poglej nevidno dekle 466 00:34:41,918 --> 00:34:44,480 tukaj ona 467 00:34:44,969 --> 00:34:51,679 [Glasba] 468 00:34:47,119 --> 00:34:51,679 ona je ona zbledi 469 00:34:52,398 --> 00:35:03,838 njenim fantom 470 00:35:04,199 --> 00:35:06,849 [Aplavz] 471 00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:08,350 [Glasba] 472 00:35:06,849 --> 00:35:08,989 [Aplavz] 473 00:35:08,349 --> 00:35:12,829 [Glasba] 474 00:35:08,989 --> 00:35:14,838 [Aplavz] 475 00:35:12,829 --> 00:35:16,349 [Glasba] 476 00:35:14,838 --> 00:35:17,630 je 477 00:35:16,349 --> 00:35:18,349 [Aplavz] 478 00:35:17,630 --> 00:35:29,440 [Glasba] 479 00:35:18,349 --> 00:35:32,319 [Aplavz] 480 00:35:29,440 --> 00:35:33,838 ne pustimo malodušja, našli bomo a 481 00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:35,440 zdravnika, ki vas bo zdravil brez 482 00:35:33,838 --> 00:35:38,239 zdravila 483 00:35:35,440 --> 00:35:39,519 tam zunaj je nekdo zate 484 00:35:38,239 --> 00:35:41,919 klepetalnice o depresiji 485 00:35:39,519 --> 00:35:43,199 pravijo, da je velik, samo moraš 486 00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:44,159 nadaljujte, dokler ne najdete pravega 487 00:35:43,199 --> 00:35:47,199 tekma 488 00:35:44,159 --> 00:35:48,000 imajo izziv depresije in to 489 00:35:47,199 --> 00:35:51,519 zdravnik 490 00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:53,039 naj bi bila neverjetna prava rock zvezda 491 00:35:51,519 --> 00:35:55,280 tri različne dame v pisarni 492 00:35:53,039 --> 00:35:57,039 dal mi je svoje ime 493 00:35:55,280 --> 00:35:59,839 tri različne ženske v službi ne jaz 494 00:35:57,039 --> 00:35:59,838 oreški 495 00:36:01,039 --> 00:36:03,519 diana 496 00:36:04,719 --> 00:36:07,358 prav sem 497 00:36:13,250 --> 00:36:16,349 [Aplavz] 498 00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:27,838 dobrodošli, sedite 499 00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:43,519 lepo je 500 00:36:40,079 --> 00:36:45,680 Oprosti, kaj si rekel, rekel sem, dajmo 501 00:36:43,519 --> 00:36:48,880 začeti 502 00:36:45,679 --> 00:36:53,679 si živčen jaz sem jaz 503 00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:53,680 sem malo brez sape 504 00:36:56,559 --> 00:37:02,320 zdaj ti gre dobro pa začnimo 505 00:37:00,480 --> 00:37:03,838 da se malo spoznamo 506 00:37:02,320 --> 00:37:06,640 psihoterapija in zdravila 507 00:37:03,838 --> 00:37:07,519 pogosto najbolje delujejo v Kanadi, vendar lahko poskusimo 508 00:37:06,639 --> 00:37:10,159 prvi sam 509 00:37:07,519 --> 00:37:22,000 in poglejmo, kako daleč lahko ah, zakaj pa ne 510 00:37:10,159 --> 00:37:25,199 povej mi 511 00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:28,079 [Glasba] 512 00:37:25,199 --> 00:37:28,078 moja zgodovina 513 00:37:28,559 --> 00:37:35,039 oh v redu sem bil 514 00:37:31,920 --> 00:37:35,039 diagnosticirana bipolarna motnja 515 00:37:35,199 --> 00:37:40,480 Pred 16 leti, vendar se je izkazalo, da je bipolarna 516 00:37:38,719 --> 00:37:42,719 ni povsem pokril 517 00:37:40,480 --> 00:37:43,599 pogosto je najboljše, kar lahko naredimo, to, da postavimo 518 00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:45,358 imena na 519 00:37:43,599 --> 00:37:47,440 zbirke simptomov je možno 520 00:37:45,358 --> 00:37:51,519 bipolarni ima več skupnega z 521 00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:54,079 shizofrenija kot depresija, ko sem bil 522 00:37:51,519 --> 00:37:55,358 mladega me je mati imenovala zelo živahen 523 00:37:54,079 --> 00:37:57,119 ona bi vedela 524 00:37:55,358 --> 00:37:59,759 bila je tako živahna, da so jo prepovedali 525 00:37:57,119 --> 00:38:02,079 od pta 526 00:37:59,760 --> 00:38:03,440 no, včasih obstaja predispozicija 527 00:38:02,079 --> 00:38:06,800 do bolezni, ampak 528 00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:09,679 dejanski začetek sprožijo nekateri 529 00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:09,680 travmatični dogodek 530 00:38:10,159 --> 00:38:13,358 nikoli ne vem, kaj naj rečem, ko moram 531 00:38:11,599 --> 00:38:15,200 pojdi čez vse to 532 00:38:13,358 --> 00:38:16,960 začne zveneti kot neka zgodba i 533 00:38:15,199 --> 00:38:18,960 povej, da gre za drugo osebo 534 00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:22,079 v celoti 535 00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:25,358 no, zakaj mi ne poveš 536 00:38:22,079 --> 00:38:28,480 o tem, ko ste zadnjič 537 00:38:25,358 --> 00:38:28,480 se resnično počutila srečno 538 00:38:29,519 --> 00:38:35,119 ali si bil srečen, ko si se poročil i 539 00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:36,160 mislil sem, da je razlika 540 00:38:35,119 --> 00:38:38,079 med 541 00:38:36,159 --> 00:38:39,838 biti srečen in samo misliti, da si 542 00:38:38,079 --> 00:38:42,000 srečen 543 00:38:39,838 --> 00:38:44,239 večina ljudi, ki mislijo, da so srečni, samo 544 00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:46,079 pomisliti 545 00:38:44,239 --> 00:38:49,358 večina ljudi, ki mislijo, da so srečni, je 546 00:38:46,079 --> 00:38:49,359 pravzaprav samo neumno 547 00:38:49,838 --> 00:38:54,279 vidim, ali si bil vesel, ko je bil tvoj sin 548 00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:57,519 rojen 549 00:38:54,280 --> 00:38:57,519 [Glasba] 550 00:38:57,760 --> 00:39:14,500 povej mi moj sin 551 00:39:01,679 --> 00:39:22,478 zakaj je še vedno zraven kdo je 552 00:39:14,500 --> 00:39:22,478 [Glasba] 553 00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:47,519 ti 554 00:39:28,130 --> 00:39:47,519 [Glasba] 555 00:39:48,559 --> 00:40:09,358 moji strahovi 556 00:39:56,150 --> 00:40:11,920 [Glasba] 557 00:40:09,358 --> 00:40:12,719 nikoli ne bo odšel, ne vem 558 00:40:11,920 --> 00:40:14,079 družina 559 00:40:12,719 --> 00:40:15,838 veš, da je to eden tistih trenutkov 560 00:40:14,079 --> 00:40:20,560 kjer si lahko le tipičen starš 561 00:40:15,838 --> 00:40:20,559 in lagati in reči da ja 562 00:40:22,838 --> 00:40:25,838 hvala 563 00:40:27,239 --> 00:40:31,279 [Glasba] 564 00:40:31,358 --> 00:40:35,199 veš natalie, slišal te bom, da ni 565 00:40:34,480 --> 00:40:39,838 vedno o 566 00:40:35,199 --> 00:40:39,838 tvoje udobje poznam 567 00:40:44,159 --> 00:40:52,000 [Glasba] 568 00:40:46,480 --> 00:40:56,400 kot vedno 569 00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:58,000 ne more me spremeniti, sem popoln tujec 570 00:40:56,400 --> 00:41:02,960 kdo te tudi pozna 571 00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:04,960 no, ampak živ sem, živ sem 572 00:41:02,960 --> 00:41:07,838 in povedal ti bom resnico, če dovoliš 573 00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:07,838 poskusim 574 00:41:10,900 --> 00:41:35,838 [Glasba] 575 00:41:20,800 --> 00:41:35,839 jaz sem živ 576 00:41:38,619 --> 00:41:46,319 [Glasba] 577 00:41:46,960 --> 00:42:03,838 da te bom našel 578 00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:07,879 [Glasba] 579 00:42:12,079 --> 00:42:16,639 [Glasba] 580 00:42:14,838 --> 00:42:31,838 je 581 00:42:16,639 --> 00:42:31,838 nikoli ne bom umrl, živ sem 582 00:42:39,119 --> 00:42:43,179 [Glasba] 583 00:42:42,889 --> 00:42:45,239 [Aplavz] 584 00:42:43,179 --> 00:42:48,309 [Glasba] 585 00:42:45,239 --> 00:42:48,309 [Aplavz] 586 00:42:53,838 --> 00:42:58,400 minili so torej štirje tedni in rad bi 587 00:42:56,318 --> 00:43:01,440 poskusite nekaj novega danes 588 00:42:58,400 --> 00:43:05,519 včasih, ko te zgodbe lahko 589 00:43:01,440 --> 00:43:08,639 hipnoza, ki jo je težko reči, je lahko v pomoč 590 00:43:05,519 --> 00:43:12,719 oh, mislim, da me ne bi bilo mogoče hipnotizirati 591 00:43:08,639 --> 00:43:15,838 mislim, v redu je, samo nisem tak tip 592 00:43:12,719 --> 00:43:18,318 položite roke v naročje in noge 593 00:43:15,838 --> 00:43:18,318 na tleh 594 00:43:21,750 --> 00:43:27,838 [Glasba] 595 00:43:24,838 --> 00:43:27,838 dihati 596 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:42,719 naj prižgemo luč 597 00:43:39,110 --> 00:43:42,719 [Glasba] 598 00:43:50,639 --> 00:44:09,838 tam so vrata, to so vrata, ki jih imaš 599 00:43:53,280 --> 00:44:09,839 nikoli prej nisem videl 600 00:44:12,719 --> 00:44:15,358 me slišiš 601 00:44:16,079 --> 00:44:18,318 ja 602 00:44:20,719 --> 00:44:25,598 si še živčen 603 00:44:25,679 --> 00:44:27,838 št 604 00:44:29,280 --> 00:44:35,599 zdaj pa se odloči za raziskovanje 605 00:44:34,079 --> 00:44:38,318 sebe 606 00:44:35,599 --> 00:44:39,200 odločite se, da imate zgodbe 607 00:44:38,318 --> 00:44:41,358 povej 608 00:44:39,199 --> 00:44:42,879 med iskanjem po svoji preteklosti kaj 609 00:44:41,358 --> 00:44:46,250 žalost lahko traja 610 00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:47,760 potem se odloči, da boš dobro 611 00:44:46,250 --> 00:44:50,318 [Glasba] 612 00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:51,090 umreš, ko prideš domov s teh sej v 613 00:44:50,318 --> 00:44:54,199 solze 614 00:44:51,090 --> 00:44:54,199 [Glasba] 615 00:44:54,318 --> 00:44:58,318 umreti umreti 616 00:44:59,679 --> 00:45:05,598 oba sva bila podzemna arhitektura 617 00:45:03,838 --> 00:45:07,920 otrok ni bil načrtovan 618 00:45:05,599 --> 00:45:08,960 morda je bila poroka, za katero sem mislil 619 00:45:07,920 --> 00:45:11,599 je bilo pričakovano 620 00:45:08,960 --> 00:45:14,318 preveč zaposlen, ampak ko je prišel otrok in vse 621 00:45:11,599 --> 00:45:18,480 se je zdelo smiselno, dokler 622 00:45:14,318 --> 00:45:18,480 dokler ga ni tukaj 623 00:45:24,969 --> 00:45:28,059 [Glasba] 624 00:45:31,969 --> 00:45:35,250 [Aplavz] 625 00:45:36,199 --> 00:45:39,250 [Glasba] 626 00:45:40,318 --> 00:45:47,838 govoriti skozi svojo zgodovino 627 00:45:48,639 --> 00:45:51,739 [Aplavz] 628 00:45:52,489 --> 00:45:56,129 [Glasba] 629 00:45:57,199 --> 00:46:00,318 hej, vem, da ne bi smel biti 630 00:45:59,119 --> 00:46:02,480 v zakulisju, ampak 631 00:46:00,318 --> 00:46:03,519 za srečo si pospremil moje starše ven 632 00:46:02,480 --> 00:46:06,880 tam um 633 00:46:03,519 --> 00:46:07,759 ali si v redu, moj oče je rekel, da bodo 634 00:46:06,880 --> 00:46:12,400 oba bodi tukaj 635 00:46:07,760 --> 00:46:12,400 prepričan sem, da bodo 636 00:46:13,280 --> 00:46:21,200 tudi mi imamo natalie in vem, da ve 637 00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:22,720 v bolnici je nisem mogel zadržati 638 00:46:21,199 --> 00:46:25,439 kje za vraga so 639 00:46:22,719 --> 00:46:28,299 Nisem si mogel dovoliti, da bi jo držal 640 00:46:25,440 --> 00:46:39,050 prvič si omenil 641 00:46:28,300 --> 00:46:39,050 [Glasba] 642 00:46:40,838 --> 00:46:54,239 bog 643 00:46:42,139 --> 00:46:54,239 [Glasba] 644 00:47:01,519 --> 00:47:06,559 hvala, ker si prišla natalie 645 00:47:08,838 --> 00:47:13,039 dobri človek 646 00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:15,440 [Aplavz] 647 00:47:13,039 --> 00:47:17,279 zdaj pa poskusimo razmisliti, kaj vse 648 00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:20,079 to ti dela 649 00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:20,079 in tvoja družina 650 00:47:21,760 --> 00:47:29,280 tvoja žalost 651 00:47:25,039 --> 00:47:34,079 za tvojega sina tvoja oddaljenost od natalie 652 00:47:29,280 --> 00:47:39,119 žal mi je samo um 653 00:47:34,079 --> 00:47:41,119 stvar je hm 654 00:47:39,119 --> 00:47:42,559 veste, kaj je problem s klasiko 655 00:47:41,119 --> 00:47:45,920 je 656 00:47:42,559 --> 00:47:48,240 je tako tog in strukturiran 657 00:47:45,920 --> 00:47:50,559 morate igrati note na strani 658 00:47:48,239 --> 00:47:53,838 ni prostora za improvizacijo 659 00:47:50,559 --> 00:47:53,839 o ne 660 00:47:56,420 --> 00:47:59,659 [Aplavz] 661 00:47:59,909 --> 00:48:02,980 [Glasba] 662 00:48:03,510 --> 00:48:06,609 [Aplavz] 663 00:48:08,989 --> 00:48:14,079 [Glasba] 664 00:48:14,318 --> 00:48:21,838 lahko vodi v depresijo 665 00:48:22,239 --> 00:48:35,838 bolj se nečesa oklepaš 666 00:48:23,599 --> 00:48:35,838 ljubezen ja 667 00:48:37,570 --> 00:48:43,830 [Glasba] 668 00:48:46,239 --> 00:48:49,279 ne bi rad šel domov morda jasno 669 00:48:48,880 --> 00:48:51,838 ven 670 00:48:49,280 --> 00:48:53,680 s temi stvarmi morda preživite nekaj časa 671 00:48:51,838 --> 00:48:57,119 tvoja hči 672 00:48:53,679 --> 00:49:00,879 in pusti svojega sina 673 00:48:57,119 --> 00:49:03,838 končno bi morali iti 674 00:49:00,880 --> 00:49:03,838 ja 675 00:49:04,719 --> 00:49:19,389 ja bom 676 00:49:16,179 --> 00:49:19,389 [Glasba] 677 00:49:22,429 --> 00:49:31,649 [Glasba] 678 00:49:25,440 --> 00:49:40,418 to je dober fant, to je dober korak 679 00:49:31,650 --> 00:49:40,418 [Glasba] 680 00:49:56,289 --> 00:50:12,250 [Glasba] 681 00:50:10,838 --> 00:50:38,670 je 682 00:50:12,250 --> 00:50:38,670 [Glasba] 683 00:50:38,838 --> 00:50:54,159 je 684 00:50:41,329 --> 00:50:54,159 [Glasba] 685 00:50:57,690 --> 00:51:04,800 [Glasba] 686 00:51:03,559 --> 00:51:08,150 zvezde 687 00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:17,860 grem ponoči 688 00:51:08,150 --> 00:51:17,860 [Glasba] 689 00:51:18,159 --> 00:51:23,838 plesalci lahko izginejo 690 00:51:25,730 --> 00:51:31,449 [Glasba] 691 00:51:40,440 --> 00:51:51,838 [Glasba] 692 00:51:48,838 --> 00:51:51,838 je 693 00:51:53,590 --> 00:51:57,650 [Glasba] 694 00:51:56,519 --> 00:52:15,239 torej 695 00:51:57,650 --> 00:52:19,838 [Glasba] 696 00:52:15,239 --> 00:52:19,838 ples z 697 00:52:25,610 --> 00:52:28,800 [Glasba] 698 00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:32,880 obraz mi 699 00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:37,150 [Glasba] 700 00:52:39,838 --> 00:52:47,838 tam je svet, kjer sije sonce 701 00:52:44,318 --> 00:52:47,838 vsak dan 702 00:52:49,179 --> 00:52:52,349 [Glasba] 703 00:52:56,630 --> 00:53:15,110 [Glasba] 704 00:52:59,358 --> 00:53:23,469 vi fantje 705 00:53:15,110 --> 00:53:23,469 [Glasba] 706 00:53:26,400 --> 00:53:31,519 dobri človek diane 707 00:53:28,460 --> 00:53:31,519 [Glasba] 708 00:53:32,639 --> 00:53:45,920 nezavestnega odkrili doma 709 00:53:43,838 --> 00:53:48,480 več ran z britvico na zapestjih in 710 00:53:45,920 --> 00:53:48,480 podlakti 711 00:53:53,190 --> 00:53:57,679 [Glasba] 712 00:53:54,838 --> 00:54:00,318 samopovzročen 713 00:53:57,679 --> 00:54:01,440 fiziološka raztopina najema šive brazgotine iv 714 00:54:00,318 --> 00:54:11,039 antibiotiki 715 00:54:01,440 --> 00:54:14,559 izoliran pomirjen in obvladan poškodovan 716 00:54:11,039 --> 00:54:18,318 ect je indicirano 717 00:54:14,559 --> 00:54:21,440 vau, mislim, da še vedno to počnejo 718 00:54:18,318 --> 00:54:23,199 delamo da, to je standard v primerih 719 00:54:21,440 --> 00:54:24,000 kot je ta, ima dolgo zgodovino 720 00:54:23,199 --> 00:54:27,039 zdravljenje z zdravili 721 00:54:24,000 --> 00:54:29,519 in odpora je akutno samomorilna 722 00:54:27,039 --> 00:54:30,880 to je res naša najboljša možnost 723 00:54:29,519 --> 00:54:33,039 grozljivega 724 00:54:30,880 --> 00:54:35,519 ne gre za elektriko 725 00:54:33,039 --> 00:54:39,679 komaj dovolj za osvetlitev 100 vatne žarnice 726 00:54:35,519 --> 00:54:42,400 oh, mislim, če je luknja samo 100 vatov 727 00:54:39,679 --> 00:54:44,879 je varnejše kot prečkanje ulice in 728 00:54:42,400 --> 00:54:49,358 stopnja kratkoročnega uspeha je nad 80 729 00:54:44,880 --> 00:54:53,039 včasih sem mislil, da je boljša 730 00:54:49,358 --> 00:54:56,159 pacientom povrne ravno toliko moči, da 731 00:54:53,039 --> 00:54:56,480 slediti samomorilnim impulzom, vendar 732 00:54:56,159 --> 00:55:00,879 ne 733 00:54:56,480 --> 00:55:04,838 dovolj moči, da se jim dobro upre 734 00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:08,000 to se zdi zelo 735 00:55:04,838 --> 00:55:10,798 ja, to je nezakonito, potrebujemo njeno soglasje 736 00:55:08,000 --> 00:55:13,199 in bolnišnična politika je, da potrebujemo tudi vaše 737 00:55:10,798 --> 00:55:16,559 mislim, da se ne bo odločila za to 738 00:55:13,199 --> 00:55:19,679 gospod gibbon lahko upravljamo itd 739 00:55:16,559 --> 00:55:20,240 in jo lahko pripelješ domov čez 10 dni oz 740 00:55:19,679 --> 00:55:22,719 lahko 741 00:55:20,239 --> 00:55:23,598 naj bo sedirana za 48 ur odpusta 742 00:55:22,719 --> 00:55:27,199 njo 743 00:55:23,599 --> 00:55:30,720 in nato počakajte, da poskusi znova 744 00:55:27,199 --> 00:55:35,439 poslušaj samo pojdi domov 745 00:55:30,719 --> 00:55:35,439 v redu, vzemi noč in se pogovori z njimi 746 00:55:47,199 --> 00:55:52,078 stojim v njegovi sobi in se sprašujem, kaj 747 00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:55,440 pride dol 748 00:55:52,079 --> 00:55:56,960 Vem, da ji moram pomagati, ampak hudiča, če bom 749 00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:59,519 vedeti kako 750 00:55:56,960 --> 00:56:00,480 in vse čase, ko so mi povedali 751 00:55:59,519 --> 00:56:04,400 tako kot ona 752 00:56:00,480 --> 00:56:08,318 bolezen gre resnica tega ni nihče 753 00:56:04,400 --> 00:56:10,880 res ve in vsak dan 754 00:56:08,318 --> 00:56:12,079 tega dejanja, ki ga izvajamo, postaja vse več 755 00:56:10,880 --> 00:56:14,640 absurdno 756 00:56:12,079 --> 00:56:15,440 in vsi moji strahovi samo sedijo v meni 757 00:56:14,639 --> 00:56:18,879 kričanje 758 00:56:15,440 --> 00:56:22,000 biti slišan vem da ne bodo vedeli 759 00:56:18,880 --> 00:56:25,519 niti ene besede 760 00:56:22,000 --> 00:56:30,960 bil sem ob njej, ko je poklicala 761 00:56:25,519 --> 00:56:30,960 ko je jokala kako me je lahko zapustila 762 00:56:32,329 --> 00:56:35,869 [Glasba] 763 00:56:43,039 --> 00:56:46,159 gre v laganje 764 00:56:46,400 --> 00:57:06,820 držim noge čisto na tleh 765 00:56:57,869 --> 00:57:06,819 [Glasba] 766 00:57:10,838 --> 00:57:13,838 hej 767 00:57:25,760 --> 00:57:41,839 zdaj se sprehajam tik ob njej kot 768 00:57:28,318 --> 00:57:41,838 črna luknja se na široko odpre 769 00:57:43,119 --> 00:57:47,369 [Glasba] 770 00:57:47,838 --> 00:57:52,318 ampak to je najslabše, kar smo jih kdaj poznali 771 00:57:52,960 --> 00:58:09,838 bila je poškodovana in ne morem 772 00:57:56,159 --> 00:58:09,838 obupati 773 00:58:10,400 --> 00:58:23,838 nikoli ne bi mogel biti 774 00:58:27,199 --> 00:58:32,960 očka zakaj vzameš s seboj 775 00:58:30,639 --> 00:58:34,960 te dni se ne vidimo veliko 776 00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:37,838 ta henry dobro vpliva 777 00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:37,838 kot v primerjavi s čim 778 00:58:38,159 --> 00:58:43,118 v redu pošteno, posledice so minimalne 779 00:58:41,599 --> 00:58:44,960 se boste nekoliko počutili, kot da imate 780 00:58:43,119 --> 00:58:47,519 mačka 781 00:58:44,960 --> 00:58:49,358 povzroča poškodbe možganov tvoje matere 782 00:58:47,519 --> 00:58:53,119 za novo zdravljenje 783 00:58:49,358 --> 00:58:58,400 ect v redu elementarna toplota 784 00:58:53,119 --> 00:59:01,119 kaj je ta elektrokonvulzivna terapija 785 00:58:58,400 --> 00:59:02,400 šok terapijo zdaj poročajo nekateri bolniki 786 00:59:01,119 --> 00:59:04,079 nekaj izgube spomina, vendar 787 00:59:02,400 --> 00:59:05,519 običajno ni veliko, kako veš 788 00:59:04,079 --> 00:59:06,798 koliko spomina si izgubil 789 00:59:05,519 --> 00:59:09,920 že izgubil 790 00:59:06,798 --> 00:59:11,519 saj se hecaš, oče, to je 791 00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:13,920 jezikovni bolniki so rekli, da je kot 792 00:59:11,519 --> 00:59:16,559 postaja nova oseba, to je ona 793 00:59:13,920 --> 00:59:16,559 vam zaupa 794 00:59:16,838 --> 00:59:19,838 natalie 795 00:59:22,920 --> 00:59:26,289 [Aplavz] 796 00:59:30,838 --> 00:59:33,838 je 797 00:59:35,309 --> 00:59:38,429 [Glasba] 798 00:59:43,199 --> 00:59:46,719 je čisto in preprosto na stotine 799 00:59:44,960 --> 01:00:00,220 prejema na tisoče bolnikov 800 00:59:46,719 --> 01:00:03,359 vsako leto 801 01:00:00,219 --> 01:00:03,359 [Glasba] 802 01:00:08,719 --> 01:00:15,838 vem 803 01:00:19,920 --> 01:00:43,838 in pravi 804 01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:43,838 če sem to videl 805 01:00:45,940 --> 01:01:01,280 [Glasba] 806 01:00:56,079 --> 01:01:06,480 ena lučka sveti v pogonu 807 01:01:01,280 --> 01:01:11,119 en sam znak, da naša hiša živi 808 01:01:06,480 --> 01:01:15,920 naša hiša naša lastna 809 01:01:11,119 --> 01:01:19,200 zakaj torej tam živim sam 810 01:01:15,920 --> 01:01:23,119 povej mi zakaj jaz 811 01:01:19,199 --> 01:01:27,039 čakati čez noč in zakaj jaz 812 01:01:23,119 --> 01:01:30,640 živeti na luči 813 01:01:27,039 --> 01:01:33,838 veš jaz 814 01:01:30,639 --> 01:01:37,279 vem, da je bila naša hiša dom 815 01:01:33,838 --> 01:01:41,759 že zdavnaj vzeti to 816 01:01:37,280 --> 01:01:45,519 priložnost, ker sem postal naš zadnji 817 01:01:41,760 --> 01:01:49,599 biti svoboden prepustiti se 818 01:01:45,519 --> 01:01:52,719 preteklosti in poskusiti 819 01:01:49,599 --> 01:01:56,000 biti mož in žena pustiti 820 01:01:52,719 --> 01:01:59,598 ljubezen nikoli ne laže in samo živi 821 01:01:56,000 --> 01:02:04,639 najino življenje me prime za roko 822 01:01:59,599 --> 01:02:21,838 in naj vzamem tvoje srce, naj bo daleč 823 01:02:04,639 --> 01:02:21,838 od tistega, kar nas loči 824 01:02:22,639 --> 01:02:26,500 [Glasba] 825 01:02:30,798 --> 01:02:37,358 kot da nič ne vem 826 01:02:34,159 --> 01:02:38,339 ne morem skozi to 827 01:02:37,358 --> 01:02:41,519 sama 828 01:02:38,340 --> 01:02:44,720 [Glasba] 829 01:02:41,519 --> 01:02:44,719 izkoristi to priložnost 830 01:02:44,880 --> 01:02:50,640 [Glasba] 831 01:02:47,358 --> 01:02:54,078 nekje daleč od česa 832 01:02:50,639 --> 01:02:55,038 nas drži narazen in to prisežem 833 01:02:54,079 --> 01:03:03,200 nekje 834 01:02:55,039 --> 01:03:17,420 ponoči je veliko 835 01:03:03,199 --> 01:03:28,838 luč v temi 836 01:03:17,420 --> 01:03:31,838 [Glasba] 837 01:03:28,838 --> 01:03:31,838 torej 838 01:03:35,400 --> 01:03:38,659 [Aplavz] 839 01:03:42,838 --> 01:03:59,838 je um 840 01:04:10,719 --> 01:04:14,959 ne, ti si izključno "naredi sam". 841 01:04:15,519 --> 01:04:18,719 in naš anesteziolog zdaj samo 842 01:04:17,679 --> 01:04:21,118 dihajte normalno 843 01:04:18,719 --> 01:04:22,239 sprostite se in štejte nazaj od 100 naprej 844 01:04:21,119 --> 01:04:24,318 čas, ko ga uporabljate 845 01:04:22,239 --> 01:04:26,000 ko se zbudiš dan, boš spal 846 01:04:24,318 --> 01:04:28,318 občutite okorelost mišic 847 01:04:26,000 --> 01:04:29,139 dezorientacija, vendar ne skrbite, da je 848 01:04:28,318 --> 01:04:30,480 popolnoma normalno 849 01:04:29,139 --> 01:04:40,170 [Glasba] 850 01:04:30,480 --> 01:04:42,969 tam sem 851 01:04:40,170 --> 01:04:45,230 [Glasba] 852 01:04:42,969 --> 01:05:00,789 [Aplavz] 853 01:04:45,230 --> 01:05:01,840 [Glasba] 854 01:05:00,789 --> 01:05:06,838 [Aplavz] 855 01:05:01,840 --> 01:05:09,838 [Glasba] 856 01:05:06,838 --> 01:05:09,838 dobro 857 01:05:15,199 --> 01:05:23,838 in rekli so mi, da se bo spremenilo 858 01:05:25,519 --> 01:05:40,429 to je 859 01:05:37,360 --> 01:05:40,429 [Glasba] 860 01:05:44,590 --> 01:05:56,780 [Aplavz] 861 01:05:48,150 --> 01:05:56,780 [Glasba] 862 01:06:06,909 --> 01:06:12,980 [Glasba] 863 01:06:16,838 --> 01:06:21,509 je 864 01:06:18,070 --> 01:06:21,510 [Glasba] 865 01:06:30,838 --> 01:06:33,838 električna energija 866 01:06:43,539 --> 01:06:47,279 [Glasba] 867 01:06:45,280 --> 01:07:01,839 vse je drugače zdaj vem kaj 868 01:06:47,280 --> 01:07:01,839 misliš 869 01:07:05,739 --> 01:07:11,949 [Aplavz] 870 01:07:12,739 --> 01:07:19,098 [Glasba] 871 01:07:21,980 --> 01:07:25,090 [Glasba] 872 01:07:26,838 --> 01:07:31,358 je 873 01:07:29,599 --> 01:07:43,838 to je kot že peta noč zapored 874 01:07:31,358 --> 01:07:43,838 da te poberem v kakšnem naključnem klubu 875 01:07:44,239 --> 01:07:50,879 prekleto, minila sta dva tedna 876 01:07:47,519 --> 01:07:57,838 čas je, da gremo domov domov 877 01:07:50,880 --> 01:07:57,838 ne govori samo sprosti se 878 01:07:59,239 --> 01:08:04,779 [Glasba] 879 01:08:05,838 --> 01:08:12,480 v redu lahko greš jaz sem kot 880 01:08:09,199 --> 01:08:12,480 odstotkov manj zamočil zdaj 881 01:08:13,358 --> 01:08:18,960 resno, moj oče bo dvorana slavnih 882 01:08:17,439 --> 01:08:20,479 pripelje mojo mamo iz bolnice 883 01:08:18,960 --> 01:08:21,359 danes zjutraj in nočeš biti 884 01:08:20,479 --> 01:08:24,238 tukaj 885 01:08:21,359 --> 01:08:24,239 me boš poklical 886 01:08:29,210 --> 01:08:39,949 [Glasba] 887 01:08:37,520 --> 01:08:43,120 želim si, da bi bil tukaj 888 01:08:39,949 --> 01:08:46,880 [Glasba] 889 01:08:43,119 --> 01:08:50,800 želim si, da bi bil 890 01:08:46,880 --> 01:08:50,800 [Aplavz] 891 01:08:50,838 --> 01:08:54,399 tukaj 892 01:08:52,819 --> 01:08:58,560 [Glasba] 893 01:08:54,399 --> 01:09:02,000 tukaj smo wow 894 01:08:58,560 --> 01:09:07,120 izgledaš super oh 895 01:09:02,000 --> 01:09:10,560 hvala in kdo si 896 01:09:07,119 --> 01:09:14,798 kdo sem, ampak jaz sem 897 01:09:10,560 --> 01:09:18,560 to je zdaj tvoja hči 898 01:09:14,798 --> 01:09:22,960 o seveda 899 01:09:18,560 --> 01:09:22,960 in to je naša hiša 900 01:09:23,520 --> 01:09:30,239 diana ti ne 901 01:09:26,880 --> 01:09:31,770 nič od tega se ne spomniš 902 01:09:30,238 --> 01:09:33,278 zagotovo imam prav 903 01:09:31,770 --> 01:09:36,319 [Glasba] 904 01:09:33,279 --> 01:09:40,080 ta hiša in vse te sobe 905 01:09:36,319 --> 01:09:40,080 zadnji božič ali zadnji 906 01:09:40,510 --> 01:09:51,119 [Glasba] 907 01:09:47,520 --> 01:09:52,239 leto stene vse to steklo in 908 01:09:51,119 --> 01:09:55,679 les 909 01:09:52,238 --> 01:10:00,879 ne spomniš se želim 910 01:09:55,679 --> 01:10:05,039 Lahko bi našo hišo na Walton Way 911 01:10:00,880 --> 01:10:05,039 hiša z rdečimi vrati 912 01:10:05,198 --> 01:10:17,839 naše potovanje v centralno bolečino 913 01:10:08,238 --> 01:10:17,839 cel teden deževje 914 01:10:26,479 --> 01:10:30,459 [Glasba] 915 01:10:28,399 --> 01:10:33,639 stvari so bile 916 01:10:30,460 --> 01:10:33,640 [Glasba] 917 01:10:35,119 --> 01:10:39,840 časov, ki jih nisi poznal 918 01:10:41,439 --> 01:10:45,599 peti o ne spominjanju 919 01:10:51,109 --> 01:10:59,039 [Glasba] 920 01:10:56,840 --> 01:11:02,079 znova 921 01:10:59,039 --> 01:11:06,319 tisti dan se je rodil najin otrok 922 01:11:02,079 --> 01:11:09,359 naše punčke so najprej zajokale 923 01:11:06,319 --> 01:11:12,859 ta grave risley born 924 01:11:09,359 --> 01:11:15,938 nikoli se nisem tako počutil 925 01:11:12,859 --> 01:11:15,938 [Glasba] 926 01:11:20,319 --> 01:11:26,399 ampak to je 19 let 927 01:11:24,399 --> 01:11:29,279 da je dr. Mitchell rekel, da morda obstaja 928 01:11:26,399 --> 01:11:29,279 nekaj izgube spomina 929 01:11:29,679 --> 01:11:41,609 dr madden o ne 930 01:11:33,600 --> 01:11:50,740 glej ga 931 01:11:41,609 --> 01:11:50,739 [Glasba] 932 01:11:53,420 --> 01:12:03,170 [Glasba] 933 01:12:05,189 --> 01:12:09,839 [Glasba] 934 01:12:06,840 --> 01:12:09,840 stvari 935 01:12:13,460 --> 01:12:22,569 [Glasba] 936 01:12:20,399 --> 01:12:24,479 ne spomnim se kdaj 937 01:12:22,569 --> 01:12:35,889 [Glasba] 938 01:12:24,479 --> 01:12:39,028 spominov 939 01:12:35,890 --> 01:12:39,029 [Glasba] 940 01:12:48,840 --> 01:12:51,840 znova 941 01:12:58,819 --> 01:13:02,539 [Glasba] 942 01:13:02,840 --> 01:13:05,840 hej 943 01:13:12,640 --> 01:13:23,760 tedni so minili 944 01:13:18,800 --> 01:13:26,920 hej, si bil na prizorišču? 945 01:13:23,760 --> 01:13:30,840 ker izgledaš kot nered 946 01:13:26,920 --> 01:13:33,840 [Glasba] 947 01:13:30,840 --> 01:13:33,840 hvala 948 01:13:40,000 --> 01:13:43,750 [Aplavz] 949 01:13:44,840 --> 01:13:47,840 v redu 950 01:13:56,670 --> 01:14:01,359 [Glasba] 951 01:13:58,840 --> 01:14:05,039 hej reci 952 01:14:01,359 --> 01:14:08,880 boš prišel na ta ples 953 01:14:05,039 --> 01:14:12,560 to je nekaj spomladanskega formalnega plesa 954 01:14:08,880 --> 01:14:16,079 1. marec je in sir je 955 01:14:12,560 --> 01:14:29,840 vendar je zabavno in brezplačno 956 01:14:16,079 --> 01:14:29,840 ne plešem 957 01:14:31,600 --> 01:14:44,960 natalie počakaj 958 01:14:42,560 --> 01:14:46,480 tako velika izguba je redka, vendar je 959 01:14:44,960 --> 01:14:48,399 poročali in morda delno 960 01:14:46,479 --> 01:14:49,678 psihogeni v trenutkih, kot je ta, možgani 961 01:14:48,399 --> 01:14:51,519 nagiba k zatiranju 962 01:14:49,679 --> 01:14:53,520 vznemirljivi spomini, vendar so tam 963 01:14:51,520 --> 01:14:55,600 nekje in se ponavadi vrnejo in 964 01:14:53,520 --> 01:14:58,800 ustreza in začne minila sta dva tedna 965 01:14:55,600 --> 01:15:02,079 majhna izguba spomina je normalna 966 01:14:58,800 --> 01:15:04,079 in pomaga pozabiti na vse svoje strahove 967 01:15:02,079 --> 01:15:05,439 Nisem mogel dati letenja, kaj je 968 01:15:04,079 --> 01:15:08,000 normalno 969 01:15:05,439 --> 01:15:08,719 že leta nismo imeli normalnega dneva 970 01:15:08,000 --> 01:15:10,640 diana 971 01:15:08,719 --> 01:15:12,319 ali stvari postajajo bolj jasne z 972 01:15:10,640 --> 01:15:15,039 zdravljenje 973 01:15:12,319 --> 01:15:15,599 je življenje manj motno kot je bilo prej 974 01:15:15,039 --> 01:15:17,439 ja 975 01:15:15,600 --> 01:15:18,960 še vedno čutiš, da je tvoja glava polna 976 01:15:17,439 --> 01:15:23,439 z betonom 977 01:15:18,960 --> 01:15:26,719 ne in nisi strašljiva rock zvezda 978 01:15:23,439 --> 01:15:31,759 več v redu 979 01:15:26,719 --> 01:15:34,640 super kaj pa tvoji spomini 980 01:15:31,760 --> 01:15:36,960 spomini so tam nekje 981 01:15:34,640 --> 01:15:39,520 nekaj slik, ki jih lahko delite 982 01:15:36,960 --> 01:15:40,319 spominki življenja, ki je tam 983 01:15:39,520 --> 01:15:43,679 zadaj 984 01:15:40,319 --> 01:15:46,880 njo naj izpostavim temo 985 01:15:43,679 --> 01:15:47,520 ja, toda najprej naj bo rahlo 986 01:15:46,880 --> 01:15:50,560 najboljši 987 01:15:47,520 --> 01:15:53,040 paziti, da ni v stiski, ko 988 01:15:50,560 --> 01:15:56,610 pravi čas pove ostalo 989 01:15:53,039 --> 01:16:04,840 spomni jo, da boš našel 990 01:15:56,609 --> 01:16:07,630 [Glasba] 991 01:16:04,840 --> 01:16:09,279 njo 992 01:16:07,630 --> 01:16:12,079 [Glasba] 993 01:16:09,279 --> 01:16:13,599 torej začnimo z nečim majhnim 994 01:16:12,079 --> 01:16:17,198 nekaj osebnega 995 01:16:13,600 --> 01:16:21,199 in lepo, stavim, da jih vsi poznate 996 01:16:17,198 --> 01:16:24,799 sijoče stvari morajo biti 997 01:16:21,198 --> 01:16:32,639 neokusne drobnarije za moje naslednje mesto v Atlantiku 998 01:16:24,800 --> 01:16:34,310 dejansko ne umrejo, obstajajo poročni prstani 999 01:16:32,640 --> 01:16:38,119 bilo je 1000 01:16:34,310 --> 01:16:38,119 [Glasba] 1001 01:16:40,399 --> 01:16:45,039 no, tako se spomnim, tako da je 1002 01:16:43,600 --> 01:16:49,840 kako bo 1003 01:16:45,039 --> 01:16:49,840 deževalo je bil portland 1004 01:16:56,000 --> 01:16:59,180 [Glasba] 1005 01:17:00,880 --> 01:17:05,328 morda 1006 01:17:02,260 --> 01:17:05,329 [Glasba] 1007 01:17:13,439 --> 01:17:21,519 na avtocesto sva zapeljala s hondo 1008 01:17:16,560 --> 01:17:21,520 in slikal sem povsod, kamor koli smo šli 1009 01:17:21,600 --> 01:17:25,039 videli smo bolečino v puščavi grand 1010 01:17:24,399 --> 01:17:28,238 kanjon 1011 01:17:25,039 --> 01:17:28,800 in in rhonda in to se je naučilo, kaj je ona 1012 01:17:28,238 --> 01:17:33,198 sredina 1013 01:17:28,800 --> 01:17:33,679 prst tukaj je prva hiša, ki smo jo 1014 01:17:33,198 --> 01:17:36,879 drži 1015 01:17:33,679 --> 01:17:39,440 v baltimoru pred tem krajem 1016 01:17:36,880 --> 01:17:42,000 in tega smo zgradili na zemljišču, ki smo ga 1017 01:17:39,439 --> 01:17:44,719 oba izbrala 1018 01:17:42,000 --> 01:17:45,679 in tukaj je prašič vseh nas z 1019 01:17:44,719 --> 01:17:48,719 se nasmehne 1020 01:17:45,679 --> 01:17:52,239 vsak se sooča s photoshoppingom 1021 01:17:48,719 --> 01:17:52,239 komajda se sploh pokaže 1022 01:17:52,319 --> 01:17:57,679 stojimo ob jezeru z vsem tem 1023 01:17:55,279 --> 01:17:57,679 race 1024 01:17:59,810 --> 01:18:05,340 [Aplavz] 1025 01:18:02,289 --> 01:18:05,340 [Glasba] 1026 01:18:10,000 --> 01:18:14,149 dobili bomo nazaj, kar smo imeli in morda 1027 01:18:12,719 --> 01:18:15,439 več 1028 01:18:14,149 --> 01:18:18,479 [Glasba] 1029 01:18:15,439 --> 01:18:19,119 vrni nas v dobre čase pozabi 1030 01:18:18,479 --> 01:18:22,399 stvari 1031 01:18:19,119 --> 01:18:25,198 morali bi nas spraviti nazaj na bolje 1032 01:18:22,399 --> 01:18:25,198 kot prej 1033 01:18:25,279 --> 01:18:33,920 lahko se vrnemo na boljše kot prej 1034 01:18:29,600 --> 01:18:33,920 v redu dobro 1035 01:18:34,079 --> 01:18:37,198 tukaj je naslov v časopisu, ko 1036 01:18:36,880 --> 01:18:40,880 ti 1037 01:18:37,198 --> 01:18:40,879 znorel na tržnici 1038 01:18:43,739 --> 01:18:46,949 [Glasba] 1039 01:18:49,380 --> 01:18:52,600 [Glasba] 1040 01:19:01,439 --> 01:19:04,799 v šolo sem te počakal 1041 01:19:04,000 --> 01:19:09,840 zapomni si 1042 01:19:04,800 --> 01:19:09,840 tukaj ga ni bilo preveč 1043 01:19:20,238 --> 01:19:26,569 tvoje življenje ima čas za nekaj, kar imaš 1044 01:19:23,479 --> 01:19:26,569 [Glasba] 1045 01:19:27,158 --> 01:19:40,179 moram priti nazaj 1046 01:19:36,399 --> 01:19:40,179 [Glasba] 1047 01:19:42,250 --> 01:19:45,300 [Glasba] 1048 01:19:48,399 --> 01:20:05,839 narediti vse veliko bolje 1049 01:20:05,890 --> 01:20:08,999 [Glasba] 1050 01:20:11,619 --> 01:20:14,670 [Glasba] 1051 01:20:19,779 --> 01:20:22,829 [Glasba] 1052 01:20:25,539 --> 01:20:33,039 [Glasba] 1053 01:20:30,800 --> 01:20:33,039 tvoje 1054 01:20:35,529 --> 01:20:47,840 [Glasba] 1055 01:20:44,880 --> 01:20:47,840 enkrat 1056 01:20:48,039 --> 01:20:53,560 [Glasba] 1057 01:20:54,399 --> 01:21:00,329 nekaj manjka kot da je 1058 01:20:57,359 --> 01:21:12,479 vleče me skorajda vidim 1059 01:21:00,329 --> 01:21:14,479 [Glasba] 1060 01:21:12,479 --> 01:21:16,238 Vem, da je pozno, s katerim sem se moral pogovoriti 1061 01:21:14,479 --> 01:21:18,879 natalie o domači nalogi 1062 01:21:16,238 --> 01:21:21,519 ne javlja se ji na telefon 1063 01:21:18,880 --> 01:21:21,520 vse v redu 1064 01:21:22,399 --> 01:21:25,679 on ja 1065 01:21:26,000 --> 01:21:33,760 spominjaš me na nekoga 1066 01:21:29,119 --> 01:21:33,760 koliko si star sedemnajst zakaj 1067 01:21:34,399 --> 01:21:43,839 ne vem zdaj je v sobi 1068 01:21:54,560 --> 01:21:59,529 zapolniti 1069 01:21:55,500 --> 01:21:59,529 [Glasba] 1070 01:22:09,329 --> 01:22:24,079 [Glasba] 1071 01:22:13,198 --> 01:22:26,329 spomini 1072 01:22:24,079 --> 01:22:29,448 ni ostalo nič 1073 01:22:26,329 --> 01:22:29,448 [Glasba] 1074 01:22:30,399 --> 01:22:41,639 brez ničesar za spomniti 1075 01:22:38,510 --> 01:22:41,640 [Glasba] 1076 01:22:44,369 --> 01:22:47,460 [Glasba] 1077 01:22:48,880 --> 01:22:53,840 to je nadležno 1078 01:23:03,840 --> 01:23:07,840 ni možnosti 1079 01:23:16,710 --> 01:23:25,199 [Glasba] 1080 01:23:19,970 --> 01:23:25,199 [Aplavz] 1081 01:23:25,479 --> 01:23:29,039 [Glasba] 1082 01:23:25,760 --> 01:23:32,579 [Aplavz] 1083 01:23:29,039 --> 01:23:32,578 [Glasba] 1084 01:23:32,840 --> 01:23:38,788 osem 1085 01:23:35,550 --> 01:23:38,788 [Glasba] 1086 01:23:41,198 --> 01:23:49,839 samo ne obupaj 1087 01:23:51,800 --> 01:23:58,260 [Glasba] 1088 01:23:58,409 --> 01:24:03,840 [Aplavz] 1089 01:24:00,840 --> 01:24:03,840 henry 1090 01:24:04,369 --> 01:24:07,630 [Glasba] 1091 01:24:10,699 --> 01:24:15,539 [Glasba] 1092 01:24:25,979 --> 01:24:31,119 [Glasba] 1093 01:24:27,600 --> 01:24:31,120 izpluje v mojo 1094 01:24:37,140 --> 01:24:44,960 [Glasba] 1095 01:24:39,439 --> 01:24:44,960 prepričan sem, da nekaj manjka, želim si 1096 01:24:51,279 --> 01:24:59,840 kako naj ne vem 1097 01:25:00,659 --> 01:25:03,720 [Glasba] 1098 01:25:08,238 --> 01:25:12,959 ali se sestavljanka sestavlja koščke 1099 01:25:15,729 --> 01:25:18,879 [Aplavz] 1100 01:25:22,719 --> 01:25:29,039 ste se pogovorili s svojo depresijo 1101 01:25:25,279 --> 01:25:29,039 zablode in tvoj sin 1102 01:25:30,560 --> 01:25:33,920 kaj kaj 1103 01:25:34,639 --> 01:25:37,520 tvoj mož ni 1104 01:25:38,238 --> 01:25:45,839 o moj bog 1105 01:25:41,840 --> 01:25:49,440 vidva bi se morala več pogovarjati 1106 01:25:45,840 --> 01:25:51,360 morali bi se več pogovarjati, to je to 1107 01:25:49,439 --> 01:25:52,719 sploh se ne spomnim, da sem se poročila s tem človekom 1108 01:25:51,359 --> 01:25:55,279 ni tako, da sem nekaj 1109 01:25:52,719 --> 01:25:57,198 spolno razočarana nogometna mama dobro 1110 01:25:55,279 --> 01:25:59,198 zanimivo temeljne izzive 1111 01:25:57,198 --> 01:26:09,839 so podobni 1112 01:25:59,198 --> 01:26:17,759 se vidimo naslednji teden naslednji teden 1113 01:26:09,840 --> 01:26:17,760 [Glasba] 1114 01:26:20,840 --> 01:26:23,840 uf 1115 01:26:24,520 --> 01:26:32,850 [Glasba] 1116 01:26:40,789 --> 01:26:47,289 [Glasba] 1117 01:26:48,840 --> 01:26:53,360 um 1118 01:26:50,000 --> 01:26:56,479 kaj delaš kaj je to 1119 01:26:53,359 --> 01:26:57,989 kje si pobral, da ni nič 1120 01:26:56,479 --> 01:27:00,718 stara glasbena skrinjica 1121 01:26:57,989 --> 01:27:05,039 [Glasba] 1122 01:27:00,719 --> 01:27:08,719 igrali smo jo za otroka 1123 01:27:05,039 --> 01:27:13,229 včasih mu je pomagalo spati diamant 1124 01:27:08,719 --> 01:27:16,560 smo mu pomagali 1125 01:27:13,229 --> 01:27:16,559 [Glasba] 1126 01:27:18,829 --> 01:27:22,000 [Glasba] 1127 01:27:25,020 --> 01:27:30,680 [Glasba] 1128 01:27:27,679 --> 01:27:37,440 prehitro si vozil luči 1129 01:27:30,680 --> 01:27:41,199 [Glasba] 1130 01:27:37,439 --> 01:27:44,559 kako bi lahko kdaj pozabil 1131 01:27:41,198 --> 01:27:48,479 zunaj je bilo jutro hladno 1132 01:27:44,560 --> 01:27:51,520 in moker je imel take mrzlice 1133 01:27:48,479 --> 01:27:53,919 a vseeno je tako ležal 1134 01:27:51,520 --> 01:27:53,920 še vedno 1135 01:27:54,639 --> 01:28:01,840 stara sem komaj osem mesecev 1136 01:28:02,210 --> 01:28:10,430 [Glasba] 1137 01:28:12,840 --> 01:28:29,760 se sprašujem 1138 01:28:15,439 --> 01:28:33,678 tisto bolniško sobo 1139 01:28:29,760 --> 01:28:43,010 kako bi lahko kdaj pozabil 1140 01:28:33,679 --> 01:28:49,078 kričanje na njih 1141 01:28:43,010 --> 01:28:49,079 [Glasba] 1142 01:28:54,840 --> 01:28:57,840 oh 1143 01:29:02,470 --> 01:29:11,840 [Glasba] 1144 01:29:04,399 --> 01:29:11,839 nekdo je preprosto rekel 1145 01:29:14,350 --> 01:29:19,720 [Glasba] 1146 01:29:22,840 --> 01:29:39,840 določi dan, ki sem ga izgubil 1147 01:29:33,520 --> 01:29:39,840 kako bi sploh lahko 1148 01:29:41,810 --> 01:29:47,440 [Glasba] 1149 01:29:44,639 --> 01:29:48,000 zakaj bi se želeli spomniti 1150 01:29:47,439 --> 01:29:49,759 stvari 1151 01:29:48,000 --> 01:29:52,560 to te je prizadelo, želim se spomniti 1152 01:29:49,760 --> 01:29:55,440 vse dan 1153 01:29:52,560 --> 01:29:55,440 kako je umrl 1154 01:29:55,679 --> 01:30:06,000 bil je bolan s čim zakaj se je zdravil 1155 01:29:59,840 --> 01:30:10,079 kaj je bilo narobe 1156 01:30:06,000 --> 01:30:14,719 nekaj, kar zdravniki pogrešajo 1157 01:30:10,079 --> 01:30:18,399 klinika er vsak specialist 1158 01:30:14,719 --> 01:30:21,840 rekli so, da dojenčki jokajo alergije 1159 01:30:18,399 --> 01:30:21,839 plin kdo ve zakaj 1160 01:30:22,880 --> 01:30:27,520 bil sem otrok 1161 01:30:25,609 --> 01:30:31,198 [Glasba] 1162 01:30:27,520 --> 01:30:31,199 vzgoja otroka 1163 01:30:31,840 --> 01:30:35,039 ostali bi pokonci 1164 01:30:37,869 --> 01:30:44,260 [Glasba] 1165 01:30:42,399 --> 01:30:46,719 še vedno bi samo jokal 1166 01:30:44,260 --> 01:30:50,639 [Glasba] 1167 01:30:46,719 --> 01:30:54,158 in jokal je bil dojenček, ko je umrl 1168 01:30:50,639 --> 01:30:57,600 se ga pa spomnim starejšega št 1169 01:30:54,158 --> 01:31:00,000 bil je dojenček, ki bi ga morali imenovati dr matt 1170 01:30:57,600 --> 01:31:02,560 zakaj bi dr. klicali maddy, jaz sem samo 1171 01:31:00,000 --> 01:31:04,639 poskušam razumeti vse skupaj 1172 01:31:02,560 --> 01:31:07,440 kako mu je bilo ime se nikoli ne spomnim 1173 01:31:04,639 --> 01:31:09,359 slišati, kako izgovoriš njegovo ime oh diana 1174 01:31:07,439 --> 01:31:11,439 kaj pa tvoje ime mi pove, da bo 1175 01:31:09,359 --> 01:31:13,198 bodi v redu, vse bo v redu 1176 01:31:11,439 --> 01:31:14,479 se bomo vrnili k zdravnikom, ker bomo 1177 01:31:13,198 --> 01:31:17,039 odrežite ga ravno pravi čas 1178 01:31:14,479 --> 01:31:17,039 vzeli bomo 1179 01:31:22,500 --> 01:31:31,840 [Glasba] 1180 01:31:24,560 --> 01:31:31,840 kako mu je bilo ime 1181 01:31:32,630 --> 01:31:35,770 [Aplavz] 1182 01:31:36,159 --> 01:31:39,369 [Glasba] 1183 01:31:40,238 --> 01:31:42,399 zakaj 1184 01:31:45,380 --> 01:31:51,328 [Glasba] 1185 01:31:56,840 --> 01:32:02,260 dan 1186 01:31:59,170 --> 01:32:02,260 [Glasba] 1187 01:32:02,529 --> 01:32:06,639 [Aplavz] 1188 01:32:03,079 --> 01:32:06,640 [Glasba] 1189 01:32:08,238 --> 01:32:13,839 ne povej mi, kaj govoriš 1190 01:32:15,039 --> 01:32:18,939 [Aplavz] 1191 01:32:20,750 --> 01:32:23,868 [Glasba] 1192 01:32:32,000 --> 01:32:38,560 obljubim, fant pravi za vedno 1193 01:32:35,520 --> 01:32:39,280 fant reče, kar bo prišlo, bo prišlo 1194 01:32:38,560 --> 01:32:42,560 res 1195 01:32:39,279 --> 01:32:43,039 in kdo lahko ve kako, ko vse vem zdaj 1196 01:32:42,560 --> 01:32:46,320 biti 1197 01:32:43,039 --> 01:32:49,760 res je ta obljuba, da i 1198 01:32:46,319 --> 01:32:49,759 narejeno za vas 1199 01:32:50,158 --> 01:32:55,839 vprašanje, ki ga fant sprašuje, ali 1200 01:32:59,680 --> 01:33:09,840 [Glasba] 1201 01:33:02,399 --> 01:33:09,839 to je obljuba, ki sem jo dal tisti dan 1202 01:33:11,380 --> 01:33:18,708 [Glasba] 1203 01:33:18,880 --> 01:33:23,199 če jo vidiš, ji prosim pošlji mojo 1204 01:33:30,569 --> 01:33:38,880 [Glasba] 1205 01:33:33,679 --> 01:33:38,880 vendar se moški še vedno spominja svoje ljubezni 1206 01:33:39,679 --> 01:33:46,880 obljuba, ki jo človek reče za vedno 1207 01:33:43,198 --> 01:33:50,000 moški pravi, da ti ne bom nikoli obžaloval ali ti dovolil 1208 01:33:46,880 --> 01:33:50,800 obljuba, ki sem jo dal, da bom ostal in bom 1209 01:33:50,000 --> 01:33:52,380 ostati 1210 01:33:50,800 --> 01:33:54,239 res 1211 01:33:52,380 --> 01:33:57,679 [Glasba] 1212 01:33:54,238 --> 01:34:00,559 zavedajoč se, da se bomo nekega dne spomnili tega veselja 1213 01:33:57,679 --> 01:34:02,319 se spomniš tistega dekleta jaz se spomnim tega 1214 01:34:00,560 --> 01:34:06,880 fant, dokler ne storimo 1215 01:34:02,319 --> 01:34:12,079 obljubil sem, da ga naredim čisto novega 1216 01:34:06,880 --> 01:34:12,079 obljubo, ki sem jo dal 1217 01:34:12,949 --> 01:34:18,250 [Glasba] 1218 01:34:16,840 --> 01:34:21,359 do 1219 01:34:18,250 --> 01:34:21,359 [Glasba] 1220 01:34:27,510 --> 01:34:30,789 [Glasba] 1221 01:34:31,039 --> 01:34:47,840 podnapisi niso na voljo 1222 01:34:47,970 --> 01:34:56,199 [Glasba] 1223 01:34:56,960 --> 01:35:03,359 da znam igrati tako dobro 1224 01:35:00,319 --> 01:35:05,759 živ sem, živ sem, tako sem živ 1225 01:35:03,359 --> 01:35:15,839 in zdravilo je pri zdravniku odpovedalo 1226 01:35:05,760 --> 01:35:15,840 življenje sem živ 1227 01:35:22,960 --> 01:35:29,840 Naj ti pomagam, ne moreš kar tako iti 1228 01:35:30,520 --> 01:35:33,619 [Glasba] 1229 01:35:37,989 --> 01:35:41,920 [Glasba] 1230 01:35:40,079 --> 01:35:43,359 rekli so mi, da je napeljava nekako 1231 01:35:41,920 --> 01:35:45,199 na streljanje in privijanje 1232 01:35:43,359 --> 01:35:46,719 signale v mojih možganih 1233 01:35:45,198 --> 01:35:48,719 in potem so mi to povedali kemijo 1234 01:35:46,719 --> 01:35:50,480 samo še eno vezje se je mešalo in 1235 01:35:48,719 --> 01:35:57,840 zaradi česar sem nor 1236 01:35:50,479 --> 01:35:57,839 s tem, kako je koža 1237 01:36:00,750 --> 01:36:03,840 [Glasba] 1238 01:36:08,840 --> 01:36:14,400 so se vrnili, vendar 1239 01:36:10,880 --> 01:36:15,920 ni povsem nepričakovano, so poskušali a 1240 01:36:14,399 --> 01:36:16,960 milijon, ta matematika me je prešinila 1241 01:36:15,920 --> 01:36:19,359 njihov nahrbtnik 1242 01:36:16,960 --> 01:36:20,480 in mi rekel, da tako gre, ko 1243 01:36:19,359 --> 01:36:22,319 končno si zadel 1244 01:36:20,479 --> 01:36:23,829 vprašal sem te samo kaj si nabrusil 1245 01:36:22,319 --> 01:36:34,639 rekel, da nihče 1246 01:36:23,829 --> 01:36:34,640 [Glasba] 1247 01:36:37,130 --> 01:36:52,319 [Glasba] 1248 01:36:48,960 --> 01:36:55,600 nikoli ni bilo v mojih mislih 1249 01:36:52,319 --> 01:36:58,960 ali v moji krvi, ampak v 1250 01:36:55,600 --> 01:36:58,960 moja duša 1251 01:37:01,679 --> 01:37:09,760 odloči se, to je jasnost 1252 01:37:06,639 --> 01:37:11,359 ki jih pred tem niste imeli 1253 01:37:09,760 --> 01:37:14,719 zdravljenje je močno 1254 01:37:11,359 --> 01:37:16,799 vendar traja samo toliko časa, da je morda vaš 1255 01:37:14,719 --> 01:37:21,039 um 1256 01:37:16,800 --> 01:37:21,039 recimo da to ni to itd 1257 01:37:33,359 --> 01:37:37,519 obstajajo trenutki svetlobe ena stvar 1258 01:37:36,399 --> 01:37:40,000 to je gotovo 1259 01:37:37,520 --> 01:37:43,360 je, da ni zdravila, razen tega 1260 01:37:40,000 --> 01:37:43,359 ne pomeni, da ne 1261 01:37:43,479 --> 01:37:49,039 boj za pogovor terapija 1262 01:37:46,719 --> 01:37:49,039 tam je 1263 01:37:53,920 --> 01:38:02,609 [Glasba] 1264 01:37:56,639 --> 01:38:03,230 nov režim drog 1265 01:38:02,609 --> 01:38:10,158 [Aplavz] 1266 01:38:03,229 --> 01:38:13,599 [Glasba] 1267 01:38:10,158 --> 01:38:16,719 imate kronično bolezen, kot je 1268 01:38:13,600 --> 01:38:19,199 sladkorna bolezen ali hipotenzija 1269 01:38:16,719 --> 01:38:21,118 če se ne zdravite, bi lahko bili 1270 01:38:19,198 --> 01:38:26,799 katastrofalno 1271 01:38:21,118 --> 01:38:30,158 razumem, da mora obstajati drug način 1272 01:38:26,800 --> 01:38:32,960 reši me poskusi znova 1273 01:38:30,158 --> 01:38:34,079 ne zapuščajte zdravljenja ne izgubljajte 1274 01:38:32,960 --> 01:38:36,319 kaj si osvojil 1275 01:38:34,079 --> 01:38:37,279 borili ste se leta, vendar ste 1276 01:38:36,319 --> 01:38:42,960 samo 1277 01:38:37,279 --> 01:38:45,439 odrasel, moj prvi psihiater mi je to rekel 1278 01:38:42,960 --> 01:38:46,639 po besedah emmanuela žalosti, ki 1279 01:38:45,439 --> 01:38:49,839 nadaljuje mimo 1280 01:38:46,639 --> 01:38:52,880 štiri mesece je patološko 1281 01:38:49,840 --> 01:38:56,639 in je treba zdraviti 1282 01:38:52,880 --> 01:38:59,239 štiri mesece za življenje mojega otroka 1283 01:38:56,639 --> 01:39:04,069 ki sprejema te odločitve 1284 01:38:59,239 --> 01:39:04,068 [Glasba] 1285 01:39:06,238 --> 01:39:12,559 magija veš, da je ne poznamo mi 1286 01:39:09,439 --> 01:39:12,559 ni popolno 1287 01:39:23,350 --> 01:39:27,840 [Glasba] 1288 01:39:24,840 --> 01:39:27,840 nasvidenje 1289 01:39:30,930 --> 01:39:41,840 [Glasba] 1290 01:39:37,118 --> 01:39:41,839 kaj praviš 1291 01:39:42,770 --> 01:39:49,040 [Glasba] 1292 01:39:51,279 --> 01:39:55,519 mama, čas je, da začneš misliti na svoje 1293 01:39:53,760 --> 01:39:59,760 lastna sreča 1294 01:39:55,520 --> 01:39:59,760 to ni sreča, to je henry 1295 01:40:00,000 --> 01:40:07,359 ljubiš ga hm 1296 01:40:03,520 --> 01:40:13,040 ne moreš kar tako oditi od svojega zdravnika 1297 01:40:07,359 --> 01:40:13,039 mogoče sem ga končno izgubil 1298 01:40:13,198 --> 01:40:21,279 morda moj zadnji lucidni trenutek 1299 01:40:17,198 --> 01:40:23,839 je minilo Plešem s smrtjo i 1300 01:40:21,279 --> 01:40:23,840 domnevam 1301 01:40:24,000 --> 01:40:28,880 ampak res kdo ve 1302 01:40:29,198 --> 01:40:38,638 mogoče sem utrujen od igre 1303 01:40:34,399 --> 01:40:40,000 neupoštevanje pravil 1304 01:40:38,639 --> 01:40:45,199 sramota 1305 01:40:40,000 --> 01:40:51,840 in morda se tudi ti tako počutiš 1306 01:40:45,198 --> 01:40:51,839 vidim 1307 01:40:56,649 --> 01:41:05,439 [Glasba] 1308 01:41:02,000 --> 01:41:19,359 dekle se je počutilo ujeto 1309 01:41:05,439 --> 01:41:19,359 nisem znan 1310 01:41:34,140 --> 01:41:37,249 [Glasba] 1311 01:41:41,760 --> 01:41:54,800 ampak ne bo več joka 1312 01:41:47,039 --> 01:41:54,800 zame 1313 01:41:57,039 --> 01:42:01,840 ne zame 1314 01:42:08,800 --> 01:42:15,840 morda ne moremo biti 1315 01:42:19,119 --> 01:42:27,970 [Glasba] 1316 01:42:25,359 --> 01:42:39,519 pusti 1317 01:42:27,970 --> 01:42:42,960 [Glasba] 1318 01:42:39,520 --> 01:42:45,840 pred 17 leti 1319 01:42:42,960 --> 01:42:48,239 tvoj brat je umrl zaradi črevesne bolezni 1320 01:42:45,840 --> 01:42:51,279 uničenje 1321 01:42:48,238 --> 01:42:51,279 star je bil osem mesecev 1322 01:42:52,560 --> 01:42:57,840 tega ti ne bi mogel povedati, preden sem 1323 01:42:55,520 --> 01:42:57,840 oprosti 1324 01:42:58,079 --> 01:43:05,029 želeli smo vam omogočiti normalno življenje 1325 01:43:01,118 --> 01:43:08,839 vendar sem ugotovil, da nimam pojma, kaj je to 1326 01:43:05,029 --> 01:43:10,559 [Glasba] 1327 01:43:08,840 --> 01:43:14,480 je 1328 01:43:10,560 --> 01:43:18,560 potrebujem življenje, ki je normalno 1329 01:43:14,479 --> 01:43:21,599 to je predaleč 1330 01:43:18,560 --> 01:43:24,719 ampak nekaj zraven normalnega 1331 01:43:21,600 --> 01:43:27,679 bo v redu ja 1332 01:43:24,719 --> 01:43:38,539 nekaj skoraj normalnega, to je 1333 01:43:27,679 --> 01:43:45,039 stvar, ki bi jo rad poskusil 1334 01:43:38,539 --> 01:43:48,560 [Glasba] 1335 01:43:45,039 --> 01:43:48,560 bomo že preživeli 1336 01:43:51,118 --> 01:43:53,839 v redu 1337 01:43:57,739 --> 01:44:03,448 [Aplavz] 1338 01:44:05,970 --> 01:44:12,640 [Glasba] 1339 01:44:14,000 --> 01:44:20,909 hej hej 1340 01:44:17,359 --> 01:44:27,948 izgledaš kot zvezda 1341 01:44:20,909 --> 01:44:27,948 [Glasba] 1342 01:44:30,639 --> 01:44:36,239 dobro si prišel, rekel sem, da lahko 1343 01:44:37,579 --> 01:44:40,809 [Glasba] 1344 01:44:40,920 --> 01:44:49,840 ampak nocoj 1345 01:45:00,840 --> 01:45:12,719 ona je 1346 01:45:03,500 --> 01:45:17,840 [Glasba] 1347 01:45:12,719 --> 01:45:17,840 jezen, da ta vrata tečejo in 1348 01:45:18,800 --> 01:45:21,920 kot nalašč zate 1349 01:45:20,680 --> 01:45:26,480 [Glasba] 1350 01:45:21,920 --> 01:45:30,000 popolna bom zate 1351 01:45:26,479 --> 01:45:32,439 tako da lahko greš lahko bi znorel 1352 01:45:30,000 --> 01:45:34,639 noro res je 1353 01:45:32,439 --> 01:45:38,000 [Glasba] 1354 01:45:34,639 --> 01:45:45,840 včasih življenje ni varno 1355 01:45:38,000 --> 01:45:45,840 nor sem, vem, da zmorem 1356 01:45:47,289 --> 01:45:56,840 [Aplavz] 1357 01:45:51,229 --> 01:45:58,639 [Glasba] 1358 01:45:56,840 --> 01:46:05,199 je 1359 01:45:58,640 --> 01:46:14,760 [Glasba] 1360 01:46:05,199 --> 01:46:14,760 [Aplavz] 1361 01:46:16,270 --> 01:46:22,149 [Glasba] 1362 01:46:27,600 --> 01:46:31,360 tako da vseeno čakam 1363 01:46:31,600 --> 01:46:38,320 mislil sem, da bi rad vedel 1364 01:46:34,880 --> 01:46:41,760 tvoji zvesti pridejo karkoli 1365 01:46:38,319 --> 01:46:46,238 ampak očitno lahko ostanem 1366 01:46:41,760 --> 01:46:46,239 oba tako znorita 1367 01:46:46,399 --> 01:46:50,638 torej grem 1368 01:46:52,399 --> 01:46:56,479 in prehranjevanje 1369 01:46:54,359 --> 01:47:00,000 [Glasba] 1370 01:46:56,479 --> 01:47:00,000 mislim, da lahko vidite 1371 01:47:01,198 --> 01:47:06,319 to bom poskusil sam v svojem življenju 1372 01:47:05,039 --> 01:47:09,198 nikoli znano 1373 01:47:06,319 --> 01:47:09,198 imam obraz 1374 01:47:12,140 --> 01:47:23,039 [Glasba] 1375 01:47:18,960 --> 01:47:25,880 s teboj vedno ob meni 1376 01:47:23,039 --> 01:47:27,840 da me ujame, ko padem 1377 01:47:25,880 --> 01:47:30,880 [Glasba] 1378 01:47:27,840 --> 01:47:37,840 nikoli ne spoznam 1379 01:47:30,880 --> 01:47:37,840 občutki 1380 01:47:38,390 --> 01:47:48,489 [Glasba] 1381 01:47:49,279 --> 01:47:52,158 to ni res 1382 01:47:54,719 --> 01:47:59,760 kako zdravniki imenujejo to funkcijo, poskušamo 1383 01:47:58,079 --> 01:48:02,840 poklicati romantiko 1384 01:47:59,760 --> 01:48:04,230 in res je, da je pravi trik povedati 1385 01:48:02,840 --> 01:48:07,520 plesalci 1386 01:48:04,229 --> 01:48:07,519 [Glasba] 1387 01:48:09,090 --> 01:48:12,248 [Aplavz] 1388 01:48:15,409 --> 01:48:19,840 [Glasba] 1389 01:48:21,949 --> 01:48:27,380 [Glasba] 1390 01:48:29,920 --> 01:48:37,118 ljubim te enkrat in čeprav te 1391 01:48:33,039 --> 01:48:41,760 ljubi me še vedno, vem, da je čas za 1392 01:48:37,118 --> 01:48:41,759 da letim 1393 01:48:44,960 --> 01:48:52,560 ljubim te nekoč 1394 01:48:48,639 --> 01:49:01,840 ljubim te še vedno vem 1395 01:48:52,560 --> 01:49:01,840 čas je, da grem 1396 01:49:05,949 --> 01:49:15,840 [Glasba] 1397 01:49:12,840 --> 01:49:15,840 nasvidenje 1398 01:49:18,380 --> 01:49:22,310 [Glasba] 1399 01:49:26,840 --> 01:49:32,600 torej 1400 01:49:29,439 --> 01:49:32,599 [Glasba] 1401 01:49:35,599 --> 01:49:43,199 jaz sem tisti, ki te je ljubil 1402 01:49:39,920 --> 01:49:48,880 jaz sem tisti, ki je ostal 1403 01:49:43,198 --> 01:49:48,879 jaz sem eden in ti si odšel 1404 01:49:50,560 --> 01:49:53,920 jaz sem tista, ki te je stehtala 1405 01:49:52,739 --> 01:49:57,359 [Glasba] 1406 01:49:53,920 --> 01:49:59,440 in zdaj se obnašaš, kot da preprosto ne daš 1407 01:49:57,359 --> 01:50:03,519 prekleto 1408 01:49:59,439 --> 01:50:10,319 kot da nikoli nisi vedel kdo sem 1409 01:50:03,520 --> 01:50:23,119 sem jaz imam 1410 01:50:10,319 --> 01:50:26,158 vedno bil tukaj 1411 01:50:23,118 --> 01:50:29,198 ampak vem, da veš, kdo sem 1412 01:50:26,158 --> 01:50:33,039 sem št 1413 01:50:29,198 --> 01:50:35,919 vem, da veš, kdo sem 1414 01:50:33,039 --> 01:50:36,639 me ne moreš pustiti pri miru, saj te poznam 1415 01:50:35,920 --> 01:50:41,118 vedeti 1416 01:50:36,639 --> 01:50:44,400 kdo zakaj zakaj nisi šel z njo 1417 01:50:41,118 --> 01:50:52,479 ker se držim 1418 01:50:44,399 --> 01:50:56,000 grem gremo 1419 01:50:52,479 --> 01:50:57,118 jaz sem tisti, ki ti pomaga jaz sem tisti 1420 01:50:56,000 --> 01:51:00,960 ki je jokal i 1421 01:50:57,118 --> 01:51:03,839 jaz sem tisti, ki je gledal, ko si umiral 1422 01:51:00,960 --> 01:51:04,639 ja, ja, jaz sem tisti, ki ljubim 1423 01:51:03,840 --> 01:51:07,760 ti 1424 01:51:04,639 --> 01:51:09,039 poskušam se pretvarjati, da se ne dam 1425 01:51:07,760 --> 01:51:20,220 prekleto 1426 01:51:09,039 --> 01:51:22,000 ampak vedno veš kdo sem 1427 01:51:20,220 --> 01:51:35,840 [Glasba] 1428 01:51:22,000 --> 01:51:35,840 sem 1429 01:51:38,000 --> 01:51:43,279 oče, kaj za vraga, kje so luči 1430 01:51:41,118 --> 01:51:43,279 izklopljeno 1431 01:51:44,079 --> 01:51:49,840 kje je mama 1432 01:51:51,679 --> 01:51:54,399 odšla je 1433 01:51:57,599 --> 01:52:06,829 tako da je samo za zdaj 1434 01:52:04,238 --> 01:52:11,678 ja v redu 1435 01:52:06,829 --> 01:52:16,719 [Glasba] 1436 01:52:11,679 --> 01:52:22,079 potrebujem svetlobo 1437 01:52:16,719 --> 01:52:26,800 najprej potrebujemo svetlobo 1438 01:52:22,079 --> 01:52:30,238 ne moreš sedeti tukaj v temi 1439 01:52:26,800 --> 01:52:33,760 in čisto sam je žal 1440 01:52:30,238 --> 01:52:36,479 vidiš, da si samo ti 1441 01:52:33,760 --> 01:52:36,480 in jaz 1442 01:52:37,359 --> 01:52:57,039 bova živela boš videla 1443 01:52:43,869 --> 01:53:00,079 [Glasba] 1444 01:52:57,039 --> 01:53:04,000 ampak tudi mi smo čakali daleč 1445 01:53:00,079 --> 01:53:12,960 hrepenite po vsem, kar je narobe 1446 01:53:04,000 --> 01:53:17,039 narediti prav 1447 01:53:12,960 --> 01:53:20,158 vsi naši vrstniki stran 1448 01:53:17,039 --> 01:53:27,118 poskušamo boriti za stvari, ki jih 1449 01:53:20,158 --> 01:53:41,839 občutek, ampak nekako 1450 01:53:27,118 --> 01:53:41,839 nekateri duhovi nikoli ne izginejo 1451 01:53:41,899 --> 01:53:51,198 [Glasba] 1452 01:53:47,760 --> 01:53:55,840 ni ti treba biti srečen 1453 01:53:51,198 --> 01:53:55,839 sploh 1454 01:53:58,850 --> 01:54:02,320 [Glasba] 1455 01:54:00,560 --> 01:54:03,920 ali si se slišal z njo dobro sem slišal 1456 01:54:02,319 --> 01:54:04,880 od nje ostaja pri meni 1457 01:54:03,920 --> 01:54:08,239 stari starši 1458 01:54:04,880 --> 01:54:11,199 ali dejansko obstajajo ja 1459 01:54:08,238 --> 01:54:12,718 to je dobro, prav dobro, da gre domov 1460 01:54:11,198 --> 01:54:13,519 nikoli ni bila rešitev za nobenega od mojih 1461 01:54:12,719 --> 01:54:16,639 težave 1462 01:54:13,520 --> 01:54:22,080 ampak resno me imaš 1463 01:54:16,639 --> 01:54:36,520 kot številka tri na mojem instagramu 1464 01:54:22,079 --> 01:54:39,748 ti si moj najljubši problem 1465 01:54:36,520 --> 01:54:39,749 [Glasba] 1466 01:54:45,279 --> 01:54:50,639 cena ljubezni je izgubljena 1467 01:54:52,529 --> 01:54:56,978 [Aplavz] 1468 01:54:53,800 --> 01:54:56,979 [Glasba] 1469 01:54:57,599 --> 01:55:01,840 vem, da mi ne moreš povedati, če si še 1470 01:54:59,359 --> 01:55:04,479 samo zdravljenje z njo 1471 01:55:01,840 --> 01:55:05,599 sprašujem se, če je v redu, verjamem, da je 1472 01:55:04,479 --> 01:55:07,678 delam na tem 1473 01:55:05,599 --> 01:55:09,199 in se zaveda tveganja, na katerega mislite 1474 01:55:07,679 --> 01:55:12,319 prišla bo domov 1475 01:55:09,198 --> 01:55:14,000 dobro je vedeti dan 1476 01:55:12,319 --> 01:55:16,840 bi rad, da ti koga priporočim 1477 01:55:14,000 --> 01:55:19,840 za pogovor 1478 01:55:16,840 --> 01:55:19,840 št 1479 01:55:25,920 --> 01:55:33,840 [Glasba] 1480 01:55:30,000 --> 01:55:33,840 način 1481 01:55:40,140 --> 01:55:43,719 [Glasba] 1482 01:55:40,979 --> 01:55:47,118 [Aplavz] 1483 01:55:43,719 --> 01:56:01,630 zasijemo 1484 01:55:47,118 --> 01:56:04,759 sijaj sijaj 1485 01:56:01,630 --> 01:56:04,760 [Aplavz] 1486 01:56:13,039 --> 01:56:29,840 ko se konča naša dolga noč 1487 01:56:16,960 --> 01:56:29,840 tam bo 1488 01:56:39,118 --> 01:56:47,039 bo svetloba 1489 01:56:42,319 --> 01:56:57,840 bodo luči 1490 01:56:47,039 --> 01:56:57,840 tam bo 1491 01:57:02,220 --> 01:57:13,180 [Glasba] 1492 01:57:04,470 --> 01:57:13,420 [Aplavz] 1493 01:57:13,180 --> 01:57:19,390 [Glasba] 1494 01:57:13,420 --> 01:57:19,390 [Aplavz] 1495 01:57:22,840 --> 01:57:25,840 oh 1496 01:57:28,050 --> 01:57:33,760 [Aplavz] 1497 01:57:36,840 --> 01:57:39,840 uh 1498 01:57:45,649 --> 01:57:52,479 [Aplavz] 1499 01:57:49,479 --> 01:57:52,479 uh